无结局的轮回

其实，我喜欢他很久了，可直到现在我才发现这个“秘密”，真好，他也喜欢我。
今天是第一次他约我单独出去玩，我好高兴，跟他并肩走在路上，别人都投来羡慕的目光，我真的好幸福。
不小心，我的手被他的书包链划破了，可他却说，这是标志，说明我是他的，还说甚至自私地希望这个伤口永远在。
回家的路上，我一路笑着回味着，没注意到路口飞驰而来的车辆……

我没喝孟婆汤，我的倔强和坚持付出的代价是放弃轮回，我才不会在乎呢！我要找我的宇！正在这时，我看见一个女孩正从楼上跳下来，我想，如果变回人找会更方便的。
在她坠地的那一瞬，我赶忙……

我竟然没有死！！不过现在想想，为了受那么点委屈就去寻死实在不值，我还有更重要的事去办呢！是什么？不清楚！这几个月，我改变了自己原来土气的形象，改变了发型，穿上了亮色系的衣服，我记得谁曾说过这样的衣服很衬我￣现在好冷，可我坚持不戴手套，因为……我不喜欢！整日漫无目的的走在街上，可好像又有什么目的￣忽然，我的眼睛盯住了前面一个高高的男孩子，不知怎么的，视线根本无法移开，泪水一下子涌了出来，只听见我大喊了一声：“宇！”然后奔向前去，可我确信我不认识他！他回过头来，看到我，本迷茫的眼神一下子像换了另一个人！他宠溺的擦了擦我的眼泪，然后捧起我的手，在那个自从自杀未遂后就一直未好的伤痕上吻了一下——全身一阵震悚。
我觉得意识变模糊了，而且“我”正从我的身体里抽离出来！！在最后的一瞬间，我听到那个被称做宇的男孩说：“我也没喝孟婆汤，因为……”他看了看我手上的伤口，直视我的眼睛，坚持的说：“你是我的！”什么？！孟婆汤是什么？？这一切是怎么回事？！我感觉我正被吸入一个黑暗的所在，这时，我的身体突然看向我，挥了挥手，说道：“谢谢啦！”然后，一切归于黑暗……

对不起，我这样做也是迫不得已的，宇也是，你们——安息吧！

Introduce:Actually, I like him very long, but up-to-date I just discover this " secret " , really good, he also likes me.
Today is first time he makes an appointment with me to go out to play alone, I am very glad, go on the road side-by-side with him, others delivers admiring view, I am very happy really.
Not careful, my hand by his satchel catenary lacerate, but he says however, this is a mark, explain I am him, still say to hope this cut is in forever selfishly.
On the way home, I am laughing to be being recalled all the way, I did not drink the car …… that overlook crossing to gallop and comes soup of mother-in-law of the first month, my stubborn with the cost that insists to pay it is to abandon metempsychosis, I just won't care! I should seek my space! at this moment, I see a girl is jumping down from upstairs, I think, if change,answer a person to search can more convenient.
Drop in her that an instant of the ground, I hasten I do not have …… dead actually! ! Think now nevertheless, to suffer so little grievance goes commit suicide nots worth really, I still have more important thing to do! What be? Not clear! These a few months, I changed my rustic before image, changed hair style, put on the dress of bright lubricious department, who do I remember ever saying such dress very line my ￣ is very cold now, but I insist not to wear a glove, because of …… I do not like! Full day is overflowed aimless go on the street, can seem to have what purpose ￣ again suddenly, my eye gaze at in front a high boy, do not know how, the line of sight cannot removed at all, tear emerged at a draught, hear I cried greatly only: "Eaves! " run quickly to go ahead next, but I believe firmly I do not know him! He has turned round to come, see me, this confused eyes resembled changing another person at a draught! He bestows favor on the brushs me tear of be addicted to, hold the hand that has me in both hands next, in that each from the suicide abortive hind kissed —— whole body on not good bruise all the time Song of a shake.
I feel consciousness becomes ambiguous, and " I " smoking from my body from come out! ! Finally flashy, I hear that boy that is said to make world to say: "I also did not drink boiling water of mother-in-law of the first month, because of …… " the cut that he sees my hand go up, orthoptic my eye, importunate says: "You are me! " what? ! What is soup of mother-in-law of the first month? ? How is all these to return a responsibility? ! I feel me by inspiratory a dark place, at this moment, my body looks suddenly to me, brandish wave, say: "Thank! " next, everything is attributed to dark &hellip16071