鬼吏

地府的天是兰色的，有点银灰的湿，有阳光，有白云。
阳光不是灿烂但是温暖的。
白云静寂而温柔的。

极远极远的地方有座极高的山，黑色的，峻峭的，阴山，住着鬼母。

静静的忘川静静的流淌着，蜿蜒不见边际。
忘川的水缓慢而悠远，平静而温顺。

忘川那边有桥，名奈何。

桥边有女子，婉约而妩媚，名梦婆。

一鬼吏

我好象从小就在这里，喝着忘川的水，来回的走过奈何桥。
梦婆是我见过最美丽的女人，她长及腰的发，黑衣黑裙，声音哑哑的，透着妩媚与温柔。
她总坐在桥边的小亭子里，白天，她站在桥头，递送着这世的忘却；夜半，她熬汤，有时听见她轻轻的歌。

梦婆说，我还梳着羊角辫就和母亲来到了地府的忘川，我没来得及记住母亲的样子，她就喝了忘水，继续她的下世。
我，就在忘川边上，游荡着长大。

梦婆说，这里的无常曾经要带着我转世，无奈，我怎么都不肯喝那碗水。
挣扎中冥王说：让这个孩子长大吧，她应该选择自己的日子，地府还是下世。

就这样，我在地府游荡着，梦婆忙的时候，我就躺在草地上，看天，看云彩。
地府有白云。
阳光不是灿烂但是温暖的，白云静寂而温柔。

在桥边，我看过穿着不同裙衣的女子，看她们或歌或泣。
梦婆说，那是不肯转世的等待。
她们在夜会呜咽的哭，有时，和着梦婆低低的歌，我睡，有泪一颗.
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我说：上面是什么样子？

梦婆笑说：忘了，我来到这里的时候，就忘了上面的样子。

我决定上去看看了。

拜见了冥王，我卑微的低下头，说我愿意做一鬼吏，解送尘世来此的魂灵.
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冥王对我是宽厚的，他看看我，点头。

就在我拜谢离开的时候，他忽然说：去找梦婆.
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欲言而止。

我不问，我只是微微抬头看看大殿上的那个伟岸的身影。
我不怕他，我只是尊重他，他是我在地府中如父的记忆，虽然，我只见过他两面，包括这次。

夜，有风，有鬼呜咽。
我俯在梦婆的膝，她修长而细腻的十指缓缓的摩挲着我的发，有种温柔的冰凉。

她的声音还是哑哑的，温柔的，骨子里的媚。
听她慢慢的说，我知道了自己还有名字：单姓晏，小字十年。
梦婆叮嘱：你太单薄了，不可见日，不可多泪，不可去爱.
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你就住你原来的坟冢，德行修满，你自会有真身.
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就这样，她梳好我长及腰的发，无常来带我出去。
看我一步一回头，无常笑说：你又不是不能回来了，你可以叫我们带你回来.
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顿到：还真没见过梦婆这般的舍不得.
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我只是做鬼吏，把游荡的魂灵带到地府的门前，交给无常，或者，看守刚离世的阴魂，等无常来，不让其胡为,不让其飘散。

Introduce:The day of ground government office is orchid color, those who have bit of silver grey is wet, have sun, have Bai Yun.
Sunshine is not bright but warm.
White cloud is silent and tender.
Extremely extremely far far place has an extremely tall mountain, of black, high and steep, the Yinshan Mountains, living ghost mother.
Forget silently plain flow silently dripping, winding do not see limit.
Forget plain water is slow and a long time ago, quiet and docile.
Forget plain there have the bridge, renown how.
Bridge edge has a woman, graceful and restrained and enchanting, renown dream mother-in-law.
I am like one ghost official to be here as a child, drinking forget plain water, make a round trip had walked along a nether bridge.
Dream mother-in-law is I had seen the most beautiful woman, she grows the hair that reachs a waist, black clothes black skirt, voice is hoarse dumb, showing charm and softness.
She always sits in the small kiosk of bridge edge, by day, she stands in either end of a bridge, the oblivion of transmissive this world; Midnight, she boils boiling water, hear her sometimes gently song.
Dream mother-in-law says, I still am combing ovine horn plait comes to ground government office with the mother forget plain, I do not have there's still time to memorize maternal pattern, she was drunk forget water, continue next her worlds.
I, be in forget plain edge to go up, loafing about to be brought up.
Dream mother-in-law says, here fugacious once should take my reincarnation, but, how don't I agree to drink that bowl of water.
King of the dark in struggling says: Make this child grown, she should choose her time, ground government office still leaves a world.
such, my government office is loafing about, when dream old woman is busy, I lie on the meadow, see a day, see cloud.
Ground government office has Bai Yun.
Sunshine is not bright but warm, white cloud is silent and tender.
It is by the side of the bridge, the woman that I had seen wearing different skirt clothes, see they or song or sob.
Dream mother-in-law says, that is not to agree of reincarnation await.
They are met in night of sob cry, sometimes, mixing dream old woman's small song, I sleep, have a tear one.
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I say: What appearance be above? Dream mother-in-law laughs say: Forgot, when I come to here, forgot the appearance above.
Go looking on my decision.
Paid a formal visit dark king, I am low-down low first, say I am willing to do one ghost official, this world of send under guard comes this soul.
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Dark king is clement to me, he sees me, nod.
Do obeisance to in me when Xie Li leaves, he says suddenly: Go seeking dream old woman.
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Desire character and stop.
I pay no attention to, I just look up slightly the figure that sees that Wei bank on audience hall.
I am not afraid of him, I just respect him, he is the memory that father is like in my government office, although, I had seen his two sides only, include this.
Night, have wind, sob of there is sth fishy.
My Fu is in the genu of dream mother-in-law, she is slender and exquisite 10 show slowly caress is worn my hair, those who have kind of tenderness is icy.
Her voice is hoarse still dumb, tender, the fawn on of in one's heart.
Listen to her slowly say, I knew I return famous word: Single last name is late, small character 10 years.
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