分裂

我有一个秘密，这个秘密说出来有点难为情：我是一位精神分裂症患者。

正常的时候，我能分裂出另一个我，我们享用一样的名字，一样的相貌，彼此对话谈心，倾情交流，亲如兄弟。

只是后来，问题接踵而至，完全在我的意料之外。

我和这位“兄弟”开始出现摩擦，从最开始的不和，到后来的拳脚相向。
旷日持久的斗殴，使我们积怨重重，终于有一天，他在我面前拿起了一把西瓜刀，怒目相视，想把我大卸八块。

这个被我分裂出来的人，居然想要杀我，这简直太令人难以接受了。
但通过这么长时间的交手，我逐渐领悟到，自己不是他的对手，如果他真的要砍死我，我绝对只有束手待宰的份。
要想活命，必先逃命，就目前形势而言，只有这一个办法。

我逃到了精神病院，在这里，我的病情得到了很好的控制。

和我关在一起的，是另一位精神病人，他的名字有很多，几乎一天换一个。
和我一样，他也患有精神分裂，只是情况比较糟糕。
他每天都会分裂一个新的人物出来，所以，每次从床上睁开眼睛，他都会这么介绍自己：我叫……

听着这些层出不穷的名字，我感到自己一点都不孤独，就像住进了一个和谐的大家庭。
倍感温馨的我，开始向他倾诉自己的烦恼，喋喋不休，不厌其烦。
他每次都听得很认真，那饶有兴味的表情，像是在听一个疯子讲故事。
我感到很挫败，但依然没有放弃掏心掏肺，就这样，我不断地跟他讲述另一个我，日复一日。

终于有一天，意外发生了。
我的这位室友，像往常一样从床上爬起来，向我作自我介绍，从他嘴里，我听到了一个再熟悉不过的名字。

那是我的名字。
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然后，他从枕头下摸出一把西瓜刀，不等我有任何反应，果断地扎进了我的左胸膛。

现在，我明白是怎么一回事了：耳濡目染之下，他早已经熟悉了另一个我的所有习性，现在，他分裂成了那个我。

Introduce:I have a secret, this secret speaks out a bit shy: I am a schizoid.
Normal when, I can break up give another me, we enjoy same name, same appearance, confabulate of each other dialog, bend affection communicates, be like brother in person.
It is later only, the problem followings sb's heels and come, be in completely my unexpected.
I and this " brother " begin occurrence clash, from most initial disaccord, the boxing foot photograph to later to.
The affray of prolonged, make our accumulated rancor heavy, eventually one day, he took knife of a watermelon before me, glower photograph is inspected, want me big discharge 8.
This is broken up to give comer by me, want to kill me unexpectedly, this made a person be accepted hard too simply.
But pass so long be engaged in a hand-to-hand fight, I am comprehended gradually, oneself are not his adversary, if he wants to chop me dead really, I have have one's hands tied to need slaughtered share only absolutely.
Want to earn a living, flee for his life first surely, current the situation, have this one idea only.
I escape to bughouse, here, my illness gained very good control.
Close together with me, it is another mental patient, his name has a lot of, almost one day changes.
With me, he also has invigorative division, it is the circumstance compares how terrible only.
He can break up everyday a new figure comes out, so, open an eye from the bed every time, he meets so him introduction: I call …… to hearing these names that emerge in endlessly, I feel I am not alone, resemble occupy a harmonious big family.
I of times feeling warmth, begin to pour out oneself trouble to him, babble, not tire of its are irritated.
He listens very seriously every time, that is full of the expression of interest, resembling is to listening to taletelling of a bedlamite.
I feel very frustrate, but still did not abandon drawing out a heart to draw out lung, such, I tell about another me with him ceaselessly, day after day.
Eventually one day, accident happening.
This my roommate, climb from the bed as usual, introduce myself to me, from his mouth, I heard a name that has not been familiar with again.
That is my name.
(Phantom: HTtp:/// is reprinted ask reservation! ) next, he falls from the pillow feel knife of a watermelon, differ I have any reaction, plunge into the left chest that entered me decisively.
Now, I understand is how one and the same: Under be influenced by what one constantly sees and hears, he is early all characteristics that had been familiar with another me, now, his dissension became that me.
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