换命
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我睁开眼睛,后脑还隐隐作痛。
我不知道这是哪里。
用了很久才适应身边的一切。
房屋、道路、树,但是没有人。
没有人。
“茗,你在哪里?”我撕心裂肺地大喊,希望在这倾颓荒僻的地方得到一点儿回应,哪怕是一声活物的声息也好。
可是没有,什么都没有。
一切都太静了,静得让我误以为生命在虚无中流淌,我已经魂飞魄散了。
也许我真的魂飞魄散了。
“茗,你在哪里?”我竭尽全力发出最后一声连我自己部听不分明的呼喊,在这种地方想要毫不费力地得到自己想要的结果简直就是痴人说梦。
这里给每个人构建了一个安安静静的却又尽力想要正常的世界,但是当你推开每一扇门之后,才会发现,一切都假得连构建者都不能相信。
我束手无策,面对这永恒的安宁。
假象,一切都是假象。
至少我这么认为,我这么安慰自己。
突然,一束光从街道尽头的破旧屋子里射出。
虽然黑暗竭尽全力想要掩盖这一点点的生机,但是上天眷顾我,给我留下最后一点儿希望。
我朝着灯光奔去。
“茗?是你?”
漆黑的房间里没有任何光明曾经存在过的征兆,明暗的角落里瑟缩着一条身影。
虽然我看不清楚脸,但是我能肯定,这熟悉不过的身影分明就是茗。
“雨,怎么回事?我怎么会在这里?”
“茗,你太傻了,为什么要选择这样做?”
“算了。
”我轻轻拉起茗的手,“一切不快都让它随风而去吧,我们回去,回到我们应该拥有的温暖的世界里。
我们还年轻。
”
茗点点头,用力捉住我的胳膊:“我喊一二三,我们一起跑。
”
当我们再次走出屋子时,街道上已经站满了人。
我看不清他们的脸,悲伤和岁月已经模糊了他们生命所有的印记。
他们看见我拉着茗的手,眼睛睁得很大,眼球惊讶得甚至都爆裂出来;嘴角咧到了脑后,参差的獠牙占了半个脑袋。
“你是谁?你要干什么?”他们问我。
“我要带我的朋友回到属于我们自己的世界。
”
“不行,这是她自己的选择。
这是命运,每个人都不能改变。
”
“如果为了友情呢?”我握紧茗的手,她却低下头,却步。
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“雨,他们说得对,自杀是我自己的选择。
虽然我很想回去,但是……但是王莳语已经不要我了,我宁愿选择这里……”她开始泣不成声。
“难道你忘了我?我们是朋友啊。
”我焦急地拉着她,眼看着那些怪物就要追上我们。
“所以我不想拖累你。
”
我看着她,微微地笑了。
“我已经跟孟婆做了交易,你过了奈何桥,却没有喝孟婆汤,那是因为我已经把命贿赂给她了。
不要浪费我的一片好意,要坚强地活下去。
”
“可是……雨,你……”
“走吧。
”
我看着一寸阳光飘落在百米之外的土地上,那是阴阳两界的通道。
我拉起她的手狂奔,街道和房屋在两边急速后退。
我看着那道光晕裹着茗的身子渐渐地消失。
我很快乐。
我能送你最后一程。
“茗,不要忘了,里的金鱼要时常换水哦。
亲爱的。
”
Introduce:I open an eye, afterbrain returns faint pain.
I do not know where this is.
Used very long just get used to everything beside.
Building, road, tree, but without the person.
Without the person.
"Tea, where are you? " I rip a heart to crack lobar ground to cry greatly, hope in this bend decadent desolate place gets a bit responding to, even if be the sound it may not be a bad idea of vivid content.
But do not have, whats are done not have.
Everything is too static, so static that let me think life drips in windy midstream by accident, I already be frightened out of one's wits.
My true perhaps be frightened out of one's wits.
"Tea, where are you? " I go all lengths give out the shout that hears even myself ministry obscurity last times, the result that just wants ground of without striking a blowing to get he wants in this cultivate land is idiotic nonsense simply.
To everybody compose built a quiet world with endeavor to want regular again however here, but after pushing each door when you, ability can discover, all false person that must connect compose to build incredibly.
I am at a loss what to do, those who face this eternity is quiet.
False appearance, everything is false appearance.
At least I so think, I so comfort oneself.
Abrupt, a bundle of light is shot from the shabby house of street end.
Although darkness goes all lengths,want to cover this lease of life of the dot, but God favor I, leave last hope to me.
I forward lamplight runs quickly.
"Tea? Be you? " the omen that once had existed without any light in inky room, the curl up with cold in the corner of light and shade is worn a form.
Although I see not clear face, but I can be affirmative, the form that this has not been familiar with is tea clearly.
"Rain, how to return a responsibility? How can I be here? " " tea, you are too foolish, why should choose such doing? " " calculated.
" the hand that I play a tea gently, "All discomfort let it follows wind and go, we go back, in the world that returns the warmth that we should have.
We are young still.
" tea nods, forcibly nab my arm: "I call just a little 3, we run together.
" when we walk out of a house again, the street has stood on the road full person.
I look not clear their face, sadness and years had blurred their life all impress.
They see I am playing the hand of tea, the eye is opened very greatly, eyeball is open-eyed dissilient even come out; Lie of corners of the mouth arrived after the head, ragged long and sharp teeth held half head.
"Who are you? What should you do? " they ask me.
"The friend that I want to take me returns the world that belongs to ourselves.
" " be no good, this is the choice of herself.
This is a destiny, everybody is unalterable.
" " if for friendship? " the hand of my enclasp tea, she is low however first, hang back.
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