番禺的一夜

当我只身一人来到广州的时候，才发现真的是物无所有了。
那天正好是阴历的七月十四，没有人来接我，因为我在广州根本就没有朋友。
这一天也是传统意义上的，当然在佛家的说法是盂兰盆会。

走在番禺的大街上，整个的行人很少，只是烧的纸灰飘来飘去。
风吹过来，在闷热中透着阴冷。
在这个城市里我们有一个认识的人，因为自己这是为了躲债才流落到了这里。

几乎都没有吃什么东西，因为没有钱。
那一夜自己就在整个的大街上转来转去，没有任何的目的。
后来到了公园找了一个长椅躺了下来。

一种阴凄凄的感觉，等我起身的时候。
发现有个老人在那里钓虾。
我就上前去问他，老人家这么晚了还在钓虾呀？他说是呀，反正闲着也没事。
那你不累吗？

不累，跟他说话的时候，他一直没有抬头。
只是专心的看着钓虾的瓶子。
我心里有些奇怪，不过因为没有别人就跟他攀谈了起来。

他告诉我说，有三个孩子两个儿子一个女儿，最近开发占了房子，他总共有5套房子。
现在生活很好，自己的孩子都在外面做生意。
等等等等。

不够从他的话语中可以听出对自己孩子的不满来，因为连生日或春节的时候都见不到自己的儿女，甚至连自己的孙子都很难见上一面。
他很苦闷，老伴死的到。
好不容易拉扯大的孩子都在外地做生意，只有自己守着一座大房子，没事来吊钓虾？.
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我想起来自己的父母，其实自己远到广州，在青岛的父母肯定是不知道的。
我心里有些疼.
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明天一定给打个电话，至少报个平安也好呀。

有人在拍我的肩膀，我才发现自己一直躺在长椅上。
那钓虾的老人早已不见。
一个清洁工人问我，你怎么睡到这里了？

我说没地方去，他说小伙子，你没事吧？我说没事。
他就自言自语地说，去年刚刚有个钓虾的老头在这里淹死了，其实水很浅。
后来他来两个儿子还有一个女儿都回来说要公园赔偿.
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昨天晚上的老头？我心里有些异样的感觉.
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Introduce:When me alone when one person comes Guangzhou, ability discovery is content really without all.
As it happens was lunar that day in July 14, will receive me without the person, because I am in Guangzhou,do not have a friend at all.
This day also is the spirit division on traditional sense, be in of course the Buddhist's view is jar orchid basin is met.
Go it is on the ave of a Yu, whole pedestrian is very few, the paper ash that just burns waves to wave.
Wind is blown, in fuggy in wear fully gloomy and cold.
In this city we have the person of an understanding, because of oneself this is for avoid a creditor ability driftage arrived here.
Did not have what thing almost, because do not have money.
That one him night walks back and forth on whole ave, not any purpose.
Went to a park to looked for a couch to lie to come down later.
The feeling of chilly of chilly of a kind of shade, when waiting for me to rise.
Discovery has an old person to angle over shrimp.
Before I go up, go asking him, is a respectful form of address for an old person still angling so late shrimp ah? He says is, anyway at a loose end also does not have a thing.
Are you not then tired? Not tired, when talking with him, he did not look up all the time.
Just look at attentively angle the bottle of shrimp.
Some are strange in my heart, because do not have others,follow his engage in small talk nevertheless rise.
He tells me to say, have 3 children two sons a daughter, development occupied a building recently, he always shares 5 houses.
The life is very good now, oneself child outside deal.
Wait a moment etc.
Can listen to the dissatisfaction that gives pair of him children to come from inside his speech not quite, because of the young man and woman that oneself do not see when connecting birthday or Spring Festival, the grandchildren that connects oneself even sees very hard on at the same time.
He is very dejected, the old partner arrives to death.
The child with good not easy big drag is outer land deal, only oneself are guarding a big house, don't have a thing to a string of 1 angle shrimp? .
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I think my parents, actually Guangzhou of him prep so far as, the father and mother in Qingdao does not know for certain.
Some ache in my heart.
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Will give certainly tomorrow a telephone call is made in the home, sign up for a restful it may not be a bad idea at least.
Somebody is patting my shoulder, I just discover I lie on couch all the time.
That angles the old person of shrimp disappears already.
A dustman asks me, how do you sleep to here? I say to do not have a place, he says a boy, don't you have a thing? I say to do not have a thing.
He says alone, just had last year angle the old man of shrimp drowns here, water is very actually shallow.
He comes later two sons still have a daughter to come back to say to want a park to compensate for.
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Yesterday evening old man? There is some of peculiar feeling in my heart.
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