淹没

他又来找我，说一整天的话，听听我的意见，这让他觉得安全。

他已经很久都没有塌实的睡眠了，噩梦总像毒蛇一样缠绕着他，每当他接近有水的地方的时候，就会产生的幻觉。

他看见水变得浑浊，一双小手从水中伸出来拼命地挥舞着。

他吓坏了，逃也逃不掉，任何地方，那景象都跟踪着他。

我总是殷勤地接待着这个可怜的人，当他最好的听众，最忠实的朋友，最可靠的医生，最慈祥的父亲。
顺便提供大瓶大瓶的神经阻滞剂。

每当他走了以后，我就会悄悄打开抽屉，拿出一个女孩子的照片，静静地看着。

那女孩很美，花一样的年纪，可是就在前不久，她淹死在了水里，我仿佛可以看见，她在费力地挣扎，呼救，我的病人就手足无措地站在旁边，眼睁睁地看着一个稚嫩的生命的消失。

我的病人当然不知道，那是我的女儿。

然后，据说是因为受了惊吓，他选择性地失去了这段记忆。

如果当时没有他的袖手旁观，现在女儿应该会调皮地推开了门，蹦跳着扑到我的怀里。
她会叫我爸爸，她会拉着我的手，她会大声地笑，她会撒娇。

她会做一些让我幸福的时候，而绝不会让我一个人带着满腔的仇恨孤独地生存下去。

谁也无法原谅。
一个人摧毁了你的生活以后，还选择了可耻的遗忘。

我放弃了一切人间的美好，我的生活只有复仇。

所以，在恰好成为他的心理医生的时候，我调整了一下神经药品的处方，让他在可怕的幻觉中得到应有的惩罚。

他终于临近崩溃了，痛哭流涕，跪在地上求我用最有效的办法救他。

我还是那样真挚热情地接待了这位病人，因为治疗还差最后一步。

我带他来到女儿淹死的地方，我说，这种治疗的方法叫做系统脱敏。
我叫他闭上眼睛，去习惯恐惧。
他愚蠢地答应了，然后我把他推了下去。

就像那天一样，他痛苦的挣扎。

过不了多久，他的头在水面上翻腾了一下，便沉了下去。

据说，警察捞起他的时候，他是跪在水里的，我想那是对我女儿在忏悔吧。

很多天后，我又回到水边，看着清澈的流水，想念着。
突然，眼前的水变得灰黑，无数个头颅从水中冒出一半来，都是我那个病人的脸，刘海湿漉漉地搭在额头上，水平面上的无数个眼睛里充满了憎恨。

Introduce:He looks for me again, say daylong word, hear my opinion, this lets him feel safe.
He already very long the Morpheus that does not have free from anxiety, nightmare always is twining him like serpent, every time when he is close to the place that has water, can produce bloodcurdling psychedelic.
He sees water becomes cloudy, a pair of little hands are extended from inside water come desperately brandish is worn.
He was psyched out, escape to also escape to be not dropped, anyplace, that picture is dogging he.
I always am recieving this wretch affably, when his best audience, most Achates, the most reliable doctor, the most amiable father.
Offer bottles great vase is great nerve retarder incidentally.
Every time after he went, I can open a drawer stealthily, take out the picture of a girl, look at silently.
That girl is very beautiful, spend same age, can be advanced before long, she drowns was in in water, I as if can see, she struggles in arduous ground, cry for help, station of the sufficient ground that do not have arrange is in my patient while you're at it on the side, look at a puerile life helplessly disappear.
My patient does not know of course, that is my daughter.
Next, because got fright,be allegedly, he lost this paragraph of memory optionally.
If look on indifferently without his at that time, the daughter should push the door can piquantly now, skipping to attack in my bosom.
She can call me father, she can play my hand, her meeting aloud laughs, she can act like a spoiled child.
She can be done a few when making me happy, and won't let my person taking the animosity of have one's bosom filled with to live alonely absolutely.
Everybody cannot be excused.
After a person destroyed your life, still chose disgraceful oblivion.
I abandoned the happiness of all worlds, my life is avenged only.
So, when becoming his psychological doctor fitly, I adjusted the prescription of nerve medicines and chemical reagents, let him be in terrible psychedelic in receive due penalty.
He draws near eventually broke down, weep bitterly, genuflect begs me to save him with the most efficient way on the ground.
I or true in that way and enthusiastic ground recieved this patient, because cure still needs last step.
I take him to come to the place that the daughter drowns, I say, the method of this kind of cure calls a system desensitization.
I call him to close an eye, go be used to fear.
He agreed absurdly, next I pushed him.
Resemble same that day, he struggles bitterly.
Cannot pass how long, his head writhed on surface, sank.
Allegedly, when the police scoops him, he is genuflect in water, I think that is pair of my daughters in confess.
After a lot of days, I return water edge again, look at clear running water, missing.
Abrupt, the water before becomes grey black, countless build skull appears from inside water the half comes, it is me that is ill11661