最后一次的爱

小圣非常爱小真，小真也非常爱小圣，他们在一起已经八年了，感情依旧很好，他们是同一所大学的大二学生，小真学习非常好，常常受到的表扬，也很受同学们的欢迎，而且长相也很清秀美丽，小圣是个阳光帅气的小伙子，平常在学校里也乐于助人，在学校里他们两人是公认的绝配。

某一天小真问小圣：小圣，如果某一天我走了你会怎么样，他貌似没听懂小真的意思。
小圣说：如果你走了我就会把你找回来，哪怕找到天涯海角找到天荒地老。
小真沉默……

过了半个月左右，小圣意外接到消息说小真得了白血病晚期的，这无疑对他是一个天大的打击，小圣什么也不多想，现在最想的就是马上赶到小真身边，很快的他就来到了小真的病房走到她身边，小圣抱着小真，小真躺在小圣腿上，苍白的脸色和没有一点血色的嘴唇无力的说出一句话：小圣，你曾经说，我走了的话你会把我找回来，现在我真的要走了，傻瓜你要怎么找我呀。
一向坚强且从不在女朋友面前懦弱的小圣痛心的流下了眼泪说：原来你一早知道自己有白血病，你为什么不告诉我，那样我就可以带你去治疗，为什么你要那么傻。
（检查出的时候已经是晚期了）小真也流下了眼泪无力的说：傻瓜，我怎么舍得让你为我担心，我只想你好好完成学业将来做个有出息的人，我不想因为我拖累了你。
我想在我闭上眼睛之前告诉你，我爱你，不能再陪你一起哭，一起笑，答应我你要好好的活下去，小圣点了点头。
此时小真心里还有无数的话想对小圣说，可是一切都已经晚了，一对苦命的鸳鸯就这样阴阳相隔了。

就在参加小真葬礼的那天，小圣由于体力不只晕了过去，过了好几天才醒来，因为小真的离去对他的打击太大，现在的小圣做什么吃什么都没心情，所以导致体力不只营养不良才晕过去，他又何尝想到要是这一切被小真知道她该会有多伤心，多难过。

过了许久许久，他依然放不下小真，心里面脑子里面全是她的样子，他感觉小真并没有离去，而是无时无刻都在他身边陪伴着他一样，而且有时候的脏碗和脏衣服什么的会在一夜之后被洗干净放得整整齐齐的，仿佛小真从没离开过一样，小真离去后小圣就自己一个人住了，难道这屋子里还有别人吗？他睡觉的时候总会觉得小真就在门外站着看他，这或许就是念由心生吧。

终于有一天他很坚强的从阴影中走了出来，事情是这样的：一天晚上他喝得很醉回到自己的房子里，刚一打开门看见自己的房子无比的整洁干净，心想，谁呀，把我家搞得那么干净，朦朦脓脓中就躺在客厅的沙发上睡了起来，第二天醒来的时候发现自己睡在床上并且把被子盖得好好的，身上穿的也是睡衣，额头上还有一条湿毛巾，床头的桌子上还放了大半杯牛奶，正当他都疑惑这一切到底是谁做的时候发现枕头底下有一张纸条，内容：我最爱的小圣，当你看到这样纸条的时候或许我已经离去了，我知道我的离去一定会给你带来无限的痛苦和打击，但是我想看到的不是这样，我想看到你振作起来，不想你一直沉浸在我的阴影里，你要知道你当初答应过我要好好活下去的，好好照顾自己，永远爱你的真。

就这样，新的一天新的小圣坚强了起来，过了两年小圣顺利毕业并找到了一份很不错的工作，成为了一个成功有出息的人，或许这才是小真最希望看到的结果，不希望他为自己难过。
从哪以后小圣每到小真的生日或逝日都会到她的坟前陪着她一起过，唱着小真最喜欢的歌（玄子-舍不得），多谢她让自己成为了一个成功的男人。
小圣依旧那么爱她，但他并不活在阴影里了。

在这里跟天下所有情侣说一句：珍惜眼前，别等到失去了才懂得珍惜。
(若你已经失去了，奉劝你一句：该放下的还是要放下，努力爬起来向前看。
)(作者：/毛毛，QQ：938324106)

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