重生作者:静照堂

他自从死过一次后，就成了祥林嫂，四处讲他的经历，他把这一切称作“经历”，因为他确定这些确实发生过。

当时他因为意外事故，医生几乎要判断他脑死亡了。

据他说，他进入了一个前所未见的世界，在一片望不到边际的草原上，生长着蓬蓬的野草，天空是的颜色由浅紫到深紫，如紫色羊绒毯一样温和地盖在大地上，光线温暖，他行走在这其中。
没有饥饿，没有困顿，他像被风牵着一样，走到一片充满了莹莹光芒的山顶上。

“现在，作出你的选择吧。
”一个沉深的男声在身边响起。

他不害怕，因为他的心知道这个人没有恶意。

几个闪闪发亮的光点自地上的草从里升起，在飞升的过程中越变越大，像有生命的东西一样变成一个立体的球形，他在这球体的透明里看到他的父亲母亲、最疼爱他的奶奶，他的妻子、还有他最要好的朋友。
他们向他微笑，带着婴儿般的新生感觉。

“你是愿意去到那没有尽头没有痛苦的永生之地吗？还是回到你曾经生活过的那个世界去？”

“永生之地？啊，我可以和他们一起去吗？”他向这声音发问。

“不，你只能自己一个人去。
”

“如果我回去呢？”

“那他们不去吗？”

“他们还会存在于原来的世界，值到生命结束。
”

他犹豫了一下，这一会儿，他觉得大地猛烈摇晃起来，一切温暖的光都消失了，他坠入黑暗里，那摇晃还在继续——那是载着他的车被护士推着冲向手术室的时候。

他被救活了，然而对这些念念不忘，此时他又在和一个病友说着，那些安全的、温暖的、令人重生的光芒和那个声音。

病友的双眼充满了渴望，这个被重病折磨得皮包骨头的人，最想得到的就是肉体上的完全平息。

“那是真的？”

“当然！我记得清清楚楚！”

“那——我们再去试试？”

他被打动了，这经历是他在治疗痛苦中唯一有用的药品。

隔天，发现了两个自杀的病人，他们上吊了，但脸上挂着微笑，仿佛真的到了那没有尽头没有痛苦的永生之地。

Introduce:He since after dying, became auspicious forest elder brother's wife, say his experience everywhere, he calls all these " experience " , because he decides these,had happened really.
At that time he because contingency, the doctor should judge his head to die almost.
Say according to him, the world that the place before he entered did not see, on the prairie that hopes to be less than limit in, growing the weed of bitter fleabane bitter fleabane, sky yes color by shallow violet arrive deep violet, lid of if purple cashmere blanket is same moderate land is on the earth, radial warmth, he walks in this among them.
Without hunger, without tired out, he resembles be being pulled by wind same, went to to be full of jade-like stone on the summit of jade-like stone ray.
"Now, the choice that makes you.
" one sinks deep male voice rings beside.
He does not fear, because his heart knows this person is well-meant.
A few sparkle splendent spot the grass that goes up oneself from in rise, flying become bigger more in the process that promote, become like the thing that has life stereo globose, he is in of this sphere transparent li of parents that sees him, most the grandma that is very fond of him, his wife, still have him most the friend that be close friends.
They smile to him, bringing baby new student sense.
"Are you the ground of the eternal life that is willing to do not have an end to there is anguish then? Does that world that still returns you to once had lived go? " " the ground of eternal life? Ah, can I go together with them? " he to this sound ask a question.
"Not, you can oneself a person goes.
" " if I go back? " " don't then they go? " " they return the world with meeting original consist in, the value ends to life.
" he hesitated, this a little while, he feels the earth is violent shake rise, all warm light disappeared, he drops into darkness in, that shakes still continueing —— is the car that carrying him then the move that be pushed by the nurse bears down on surgery when.
He by bring back to life, be opposite however these bear in mind constantly, right now he is in again and a wardmate is saying, of those safety, warm, the ray of renascence making a person and that sound.
The double eye of wardmate was full of longing, this disease that be weighed afflicts the person that gets skinny, the most conceivable is a body those who go up is complete appease.
"Is that true? " " of course! I am written down clearly! " " do we go to that —— again try? " he was moved, this experience is him the exclusive and useful medicines and chemical reagents in treating anguish.
Lie between a day, the hospital discovered the patient that two each kill, their hang oneself, but there is a smile on the face, ased if to arrive to do not have the ground of painful eternal life without the end then really.
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