珍珠
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“我希望我回来的时候,你已经走了。
”他冷冷的丢下一句,在珍珠哀怨的目光与恳求里,狠下心,甩上了门。
关上门的刹那,一丝愧疚浮上心头,珍珠,她是那么美丽的女子,对他又怎么好,但为着将来着想,他不能要一个拖累他的累赘。
初见珍珠是在海边,她穿一身白色丝裙,坐在礁石上,发丝随风舞动,象是会随风而去的样子,也许,就在那一刻,他为珍珠的美丽所惑,不顾一切的只想将她纳入自己怀中。
但让他没想到的是,那么美丽的女子竟然是个哑巴,就象维纳斯是断臂,那也是珍珠的缺憾。
不能说话的珍珠仅仅靠着一双眼睛便能传递一切言语,黑白分明如同名贵的黑珍珠似闪着光。
他小心翼翼的问:“你叫什么名字?” 珍珠眨巴着眼睛,长长眼睫象蝴蝶的翅膀,轻轻翼动,唇边嘴角漾出灿烂无比的笑,象是甜糖诱惑人去品尝。
她指着脖颈中的圆润美丽的项链,又比比自己。
他明白过来:“你叫珍珠?” 珍珠开心的拍着手,赞扬他猜对了,表情天真可爱的象个孩子。
那一瞬他想,即使珍珠不能说话又怎样,她已经够完美的了,只要能同他在一起,让自己怎么委屈都没关系。
后来,他慢慢从珍珠那里了解到,珍珠没有父母,是个孤儿,他又怜惜起来,怕她太过天真受世人欺凌,于是,他把珍珠带回了自己。
刚开始的日子是天堂,他竭尽全力照顾着她,只要看到她甜甜的微笑,幸福便会泉涌而来。
白天他要上班,留珍珠一个人在家里,每当他下班打开房门,总会看到珍珠欣喜的神情,她是那么坦白诚实的表达自己情感,不加掩饰的单纯。
那时,他总会觉得感动,觉得珍珠是上天赐予他的最好礼物。
当珍珠为了讨好他,笨手笨脚的在厨房忙碌,他看着她背影体会到的是幸福。
两个人互相依偎的时候,珍珠有时会幸福的叹息,看着他的眼眸里都是甜蜜,无声的同他诉说:“我爱你。
” 然而,生活毕竟是件很实际的事情,珍珠不谙世事,她的整个世界是为他而存在,她从不出门同其他人交往,在他为工作烦心,为升职头疼的时候,并不能帮上些什么,同事的妻子手腕八面灵活,同上司关系搞得很好,而珍珠,只会活在他庇佑的小天地里。
不知从什么时候开始,他会对珍珠感到生气,对她大声呵斥,表达自己不满。
珍珠诚惶诚恐的用无助眼神看着他,不明白自己做错什么,一脸可怜兮兮的模样,她伸出手想要握住他,却被他不耐的推开,珍珠有些怔住,一脸哀求的神情,那么凄婉的神情让他感觉心酸,于是他会搂住她,歉然说:“对不起,珍珠,是我不好,你原谅我。
”珍珠松口气,笑得甜蜜,双臂将他搂的紧紧,不肯放开。
因为升职问题,他特地请上司夫妇来家里做客,那天的珍珠为了他特意打扮,水蓝色连衣长裙,颈上一条珍珠链子,显得那么美丽动人。
上司夫人,一见便拉着她的手,惊讶的叫起来:“多美的人,多美的项链,那么圆润,颗颗珠子都一样大小,真是难得一见,我可早就想买这么条项链了。
啧啧,真是漂亮。
” 他听出了夫人的弦外之音,在送走了上司夫妇之后,他对珍珠说:“把你的项链给我吧,为着我的升职。
” 珍珠轻轻摩娑着脖颈间陪伴多年的项链,很是不舍得,她试探的目光询问他:“能不能让我留下,那是我父母留给我的。
” 他在珍珠身边坐下,搂着她肩膀,叹气:“珍珠,我知道你不舍得,但为了我升职,那也没办法,以后等我有钱了,再买条相同的给你,好不好?” 珍珠低着头,双手解下了项链,郑重的交到他手里,眼里满是信任。
一条项链,换来了他的升职,看到挂在上司夫人肥肥脖颈中的项链,似乎也黯淡失色,没有当初的光彩。
而珍珠的颈间却一直空空,但她一直都不提起,他也就理所当然的忘却了。
他想着往事,手机铃声响起,一看号码,不由笑了,按了接通键:“琪琪,是你,又有什么事?” 电话那头传来甜腻的声音,让他开心不已:“明天去玩?你说什么就是什么,哪会不听你,那就明天吧。
”挂了电话,笑意还是在他唇边留恋不去。
琪琪是他同事,工作能力又强,而且一直对他暗示好感,平日明里暗里帮了他不少,他不是不感激的,以前是为了珍珠,不想对不起珍珠,但现在同珍珠的感情已经走到这一步,实在没必要委屈自己,他半推半就的同琪琪开始交往。
有时候,人是经不得比较的,珍珠的确美丽,但怎能同圆滑懂事的琪琪相比,琪琪能给他事业上的帮助,让他更上一层楼,而珍珠,只是他的拖累,在他为琐事心烦时,还要为珍珠*心,他累了,也烦了,这负担也到了该卸下的一天。
这些日子以来,他一直都在同珍珠谈分开的事,珍珠总是用哀怨的目光恳求他:“别让我走,你曾说过会爱我,照顾我。
”珍珠在他的逼迫里,渐渐的消瘦了,黑珍珠似的眼眸也似失去神采,有时候,他迫的太紧了,她便会如惊弓之鸟躲回房间,一个人静静躲在她的小世界里疗伤。
他突然想起,这么些年,似乎从没见过珍珠在他面前哭泣过,这不会说话的女子,是否连哭泣的本能都丧失?想着不由自嘲的笑着,当初自己太冲动,以为对珍珠的会维持到天长地久,原来始终是经不起世事考验,现在看来自己当初的决定竟是错了,幸好还有另一个机会等着自己。
在酒吧里放肆的喝酒,盘算如何让珍珠自动离去,那女子竟然这么受的住委屈,无论他怎么劝也好,骂也好,总是固执的用眼神求乞他让自己留下。
想起珍珠那双哀怨的大眼,他突然感觉心烦,将面前的啤酒一饮而尽。
半夜12点,他离开喧闹的酒吧,酒醉醺醺的回了家,打开房门时,里面没有从前温暖的灯火迎接,没有看到珍珠坐在沙发上半梦半醒的跳起来拥抱他。
唯有房间里空荡荡的黑暗,似乎有什么东西消失了,原先充满温馨的房子一下子变得死寂,失去生机活力。
他摇摇头,摇去不感觉,打开了灯,屋里每样东西都在,但珍珠不见了,她真的走了,但他却没有意料中的轻松,反而有了丝怅然。
珍珠在茶几上留了张条,那是他第一次看到珍珠写的字,有些歪歪扭扭,象是孩子笔迹,“我走了,还你自由,我回归孤寂大海,但把满匣泪留给你。
” 茶几上有一个木匣子,他记得那是当初珍珠带来的,但却始终不肯让他看里面装了些什么,他的好奇心随着岁月慢慢消逝,渐渐忘了这件事。
他轻轻打开了木匣,里面装满了大大小小灿烂光华的珍珠,一时竟然有些怔住,她是从哪儿弄来这么些珍珠?他疑惑的抓起一把珠子,但只是瞬间,那些美丽的珠子竟然化作水滴,从他掌心淌下,再看时,满匣子珍珠都化为清水。
他呆住,蘸了一点往舌上舔去,苦涩,酸楚,他突然明白,那些都是珍珠的泪,在无人处静静淌下心酸的泪珠,她是怀着怎样失望,破碎的心离开了他。
他抱着木匣子忍不住号啕大哭起来,木匣子里的水珠慢慢渗出,渐渐渗进他的衣服,他的肌肤。
泪眼朦胧间,他似乎又看到珍珠天真的笑意,看到珍珠幸福的看着他,黑珍珠似的双眸说着:“我好爱你。
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Introduce:"When I hope I come back, you had gone.
" he drops coldly, in pearl piteous look and entreat in, firm leaves a heart, swing went up the door.
Shut the instant of the door, the mind on float of an ashamed regret, pearl, she is so beautiful woman, to him how good, but come for move general consider, he cannot want a be a burden on his encumbrance.
See pearl is first in the seaside, she wears skirt of silk of a suit white, sit on reef, hair silk is waved along with wind, seem the manner that can follow wind and goes, perhaps, be in that momently, he is the beautiful place be puzzled of pearl, fling caution to the winds in wanting to bring into her him bosom only.
But those who let him did not think of is, so beautiful woman is a dummy actually, be just like Venus is to break an arm, also be pearl then be short of regret.
The pearl that cannot talk is mere and recumbent a pair of eyes can deliver all utterance, black and white and trenchant if be like with rare Hei Zhenzhu,showing light.
He asks cautiously: "What do you call the name? " eyeball of pearl blink have sth in mind, cilia of long long look resembles the wing of butterfly, gently the ala is moved, overflow of labial edge corners of the mouth gives bright and clinking laugh, the elephant is sweet candy temptation person goes sampling.
She is pointing to the necklace of the fruity beauty in neck, frequently oneself.
He understands: "Do you call pearl? " pearl is taking a hand happily, praise him to guess was opposite, expression is innocent and lovely resemble a child.
He thinks that an instant, although pearl cannot talk how, she is already enough perfect, want to be able to be together with him only, let oneself how grievance is irrespective.
Later, he slowly from understanding arrives over there pearl, pearl does not have parents, it is an orphan, he take pity on rises, be afraid of her too too innocent suffer common people ride roughshod over, then, he brought back pearl in him home.
Inchoate day is heaven, he goes all lengths taking care of her, want to see her sweet smile only, meeting spring emerges and come happily.
He should go to work by day, wear pearl a person is in the home, every time he comes off work open a door, total meeting sees the look with happy pearl, him expression that she is so honest honesty affection, do not add those who conceal is pure.
In those days, he always can feel to touch, feel pearl is God bestows his best gift.
When pearl to please him, ham-handed busy in the kitchen, it is happy that he looks at what her back experiences.
When two individual each other lean close, pearl is met sometimes happy groan, the eye that looks at him is sweet in eye, breathed recount with him: "I love you.
" however, the life is a very real issue after all, pearl does not know well affairs of human life, her whole world is for him existence, she never goes out to interact with someone else, working irritated heart is in him, when headaching to rise job, can not help go up some of what, wife artifice of the work in the same placing 8 agile, with5685