水男
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打从我有记忆开始,水男就像守护灵一样跟着我。
每当我感到伤心难过的时候,他始终在身旁默默地陪伴,或许是因为他不善言辞的缘故,有时候,他会蹲踞在走廊的角落里,嘴角微微地牵动着,仿佛诉说着我从未听过的语言。
水男的身世不可考,我曾见过他流露出哀愁的眼神,有些藏得很深的秘密,滴在他的头发上形成露水,口渴的时候就喝这些。
他总是以小孩的形态出现,给人一种楚楚可怜的印象。
每次只要看见他的脸上露出惊怖的表情,我心头就会立刻闪过一种不祥的预感。
记得那次我从自助餐店走出来,水男一直跟在我的背后,我晓得有事情发生了,就在我转身寻找水男踪影,平交道的灯号闪了,黄黑相间的铁栅放下来,说时迟那时快,疾驰而来的列车取代了眼前一个孩子的身影,亲眼目睹轨道上肢离破碎的场景,我下意识用手遮住了双眼,不敢再看后续的画面,接着水男若隐若现的身影就站在平交道的后方,颜色愈来愈透明,然后就消失了。
大地震发生的前夕,水男出现在即将坍塌的民房附近,不停地来回踱步,急得像热锅上的蚂蚁一样。
我知道将会有重大事故发生,连忙扯着喉咙大声呼叫,警告居民赶紧逃命,却怎么样也喊不出声音来。
眼看着高高低低的房子接连坍塌下来,有人大叫着救命,接着又有大石头从山坡上滚下来……我知道他明明就站在那里,但是那些居民看不见他,水男宛如一张单薄而透明的影子,被人们踩在脚底下。
「你知道那种被整个世界遗弃的感觉吗?在被掩埋的黑暗中惶惶无助的感觉吗?只要你经历过一次就永生难忘!」水男透过空气中振动的频率,将受难者亟待救援的心声,清楚地传递到我的脑海中。
而我也只能双手合十,安慰那些在地底下受苦的灵魂们,任凭泪水止不住的滑落。
有时候,当我走在前往图书馆的上坡路,总觉得树丛中似乎藏着水男的身影,图书馆的阶梯很陡,我会担心他有没有顺利跟上来,那些沿着走廊流动的水洼,常令我好奇地注视良久,心想会不会看见水男的脸倒映在其中?
唯一足以安慰的是,水男不需要透过言语就能明白我的感受,比世上任何人都了解我。
他之所以不爱说话,很可能是因为不懂得该如何与人沟通吧?
最后一次看见水男,是在大雨过后残留在柏油路面的水洼中,水男几近透明的脸庞默默地望着我,我知道,他很寂寞。
Introduce:Dozen from me memory begins, water male follow me like guardianship spirit.
Every time when I feel sad and sad, he is in from beginning to end beside silently company, it is the cause because of one's words of his not to be pooh-poohed probably, occasionally, he can crouch crouch to be in the corner of corridor, corners of the mouth is being affected slightly, as if the language that recounting me to never had listened.
Male one's life experience cannot inspect water, I ever had seen he reveals sad eyes, some Tibet get very dark secret, drip to form dew on his hair, thirsty when drink these.
He always appears with the child's configuration, give a person the impression with a kind of pitiful clear.
Want to see the expression of Jing fear is shown on his face only every time, my mind is met immediately thrill through a kind premonition bodefully.
Write down so that that I walk out of from buffet inn, water male the backside that follows in me all the time, I know the thing happens, seek water male sign in my face about, made the same score the cresset that hands in to shine, the iron bar of yellow black alternate with is put, when saying late fast in those days, the train that fleet and comes was replaced at the moment the form of a child, saw with one's own eyes witnesses orbit upper limbs to leave broken setting, I am subliminal obscured with the hand double eye, dare not see follow-up picture again, catch water male if concealed is like showing figure to be in with respect to the station,make the same score those who hand in is rear, color is more and more transparent, disappeared next.
The eve that earth shake produces, water male occurrence shortly near a house owned by a citizen the cave in, keep making a round trip pace, resemble an ants on a hot pan urgently same.
I know to will have grave accident happening, having guttural and loud call at once, admonitory dweller flees for his life rapidly, how to also call sound of save one's breath to come however.
The eye looks at the house with tall small on any account successional cave in comes down, someone is crying to help, then again big stone rolls …… from the hillside I know he stands over obviously, but those dwellers lose sight of him, water male just like a piece of feeble and transparent shadow, be stepped on below sole by people.
" do you know the sort of by the feeling of whole world abandon? Be in be felt helplessly by the in a state of anxiety in the darkness of bury? Want you to had been experienced only with respect to eternal life unforgettable! " water male the oscillatory frequency in passing through air, the aspirations that comes to help martyr urgently, in the brain that delivers me clearly.
And I also put the palms together of can double hand, the soul that comforts those is in below the ground to have a rough time people, tear of at one's convenience does not stop slide.
Occasionally, go in the ascent that heads for the library when me, always feel to appear to storing water in covert male form, a flight of stairs of the library is very steep, I can fear he catchs up with smoothly come, those loblolly that flow along corridor, often make me watch a long time curiously, does the heart want to you can see water does male face mirror amid? What exclusive enough comforts is6089