黄泉路上的灵魂
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编者按:一个老人,辛辛苦苦了大半辈子,灵魂弥留之际,看到的却是那般世态炎凉的景象,心里的苍凉,欲说还休,终在大家,虚伪的簇拥下,离开了人世,踏入了黄泉之门。
呼吁大家,孝敬老人,以一颗敬爱之心,去对待,曾经养育我们的老人。
我就要踏上黄泉路了,在这弥留时刻我算是看清楚了,在也无法回到我的身体里去了,刚开始时,那刻骨的痛,让我无法忍受,我发誓要从这个壳体里逃出来,哪怕灵魂在飘荡着,也比这样痛苦难熬的强的多,我要逃,我要逃,只要灵魂靠近身体,痛苦就随之而来,我没有勇气活下去了,只有灵魂远离身体,我才会解脱,永远的解脱,从此,这个忙忙碌碌的世界就再也不属于我了……
呜呜……?“谁在哭?”我的灵魂再问.
她们为什么哭呢?哦!原来是我的大儿媳妇,二儿小媳妇,那哭声真是惊天动地,我记得前两天,大儿媳还拿来一包饼干,扔到我的床头说:“孩子他奶奶,吃饼干比吃饭高级(要知道,我得了是糖尿病)小儿媳妇比较“孝顺”,包的饺子放到我的床尾,临走时,仍下一句话:“吃吧!吃死你个老东西,她以为我听不到的,其实我只是饿的,没力气睁开眼,可是我的耳朵不聋啊!咳!她们再怎么不好,也是我的儿媳妇啊!看她们哭不忍心,伸手才说要扶一把,一群人把我的魂给撞撒了,赶在我前边的人们,把他们扶起来,(咳!人老了,记忆力就差了,我忘了,我已经死了)两个儿媳被人扶起来后,擦擦眼泪就坐在一旁和别人说话去了,仿佛刚才哭的不是她们,我现在才知道什么叫“作秀”了,临走还长了见识。
我的三个儿子去哪儿了,我飘到屋外,凭一个做母亲的直觉,他们肯定再商量我的后事,果然,我的三个儿子在分派工作,真是三个坚强的儿子,他们一滴眼泪也没有掉啊!从我病倒以后,大儿子和小儿子用忙忙的话来推脱,只有二儿子在我身边,最愧疚的就是我的二儿子,我临死也没给他娶个媳妇(不知道,他娶了媳妇还会守在我的身边吗?)
嘀嘀……远处传来汽车鸣笛,一辆大巴驶过来,停在我的身边,从车上下来好多人,我赶紧闪开,要不我的“灵魂”又被他们撞散了,三个儿子急忙上前,原来是我娘家来人了,我激动的,真要上前和他们说会话,可不行啊,我已经死了,真要和她们说话,非把他们吓死不可,娘家来人了,他们好像是刘姥姥进了大观园,东看看西瞧瞧,看这不好,那不行的,我知道她们是给我争气来了,再看看我的三个儿子低头哈腰,俨然是三个乖巧懂事的孩子,娘家人被请到上座,好吃的,好喝的摆了一大桌子,看样子有这些酒菜,娘家人就没有再说别的,,我终于松了一口气,要知道,手心手背都是肉啊,儿子再不好也是母亲身上掉下来的肉啊!
谁在吸烟呢?呛得我好难受啊,哦!原来是村长啊,平时很少见到村长,最近,他好像瘦了一圈,听说他给村里修公路,村长辛苦啊!百忙之中还来送我最后一程,往事如梦,我和村长过去的那些事还是说一下,要不啊,你们都说我和他不清楚,其实我和村长是初恋情人!的种子还在萌芽状态,就被我父母扼杀在摇篮里,初恋就这样结束了,我并不怨他啊,因为我的手不争气,我的手有残疾,我父母怕连累村长(那时还不是村长)更怕我受罪啊……
不一会儿,亲戚来了一大帮,他们每人都到我的遗像前边痛苦一番,好像我是她们最亲的人,儿媳们把他们扶起来,鼻涕一擦坐到一边,随手抓起一把瓜子,翘起二郎腿,就说起路上的见闻,也可能是把闲话说完了,在这里坐着太闷,都就站起身来到屋外看“风景”,我知道,她们好久没有聚到一起了,要不是我这次给他们机会啊,说不定什么时候再见面的。
谢谢!大家来送我最后一程,我真的要走了,老东西来接我来了,两年前老东西得了个急病离我而去,我知道的,他娶我是后悔了,那没办法啊,他曾经常说,要是我不穷啊,早娶个好看的大闺女,谁还要你这个又老又丑还有残疾的人做老婆啊。
他心里一直不痛快,委屈了一辈子,唉!还跟他计较什么呢,毕竟是夫妻一场吗,原谅他吧,要不黄泉路上不好走啊!
我就被这哀乐声声送出了家门,在一片白色的簇拥下踏进了这永不归路的黄泉之门……
Introduce:Editor's note: An old person, work laboriously most all one's life, during the soul is dying, those who see is the picture with that kind of hot and cold the ways of the world however, the bleak in the heart, be about to say to still rest, be in eventually everybody, cluster round affectedly below, left the world, stepped the door of Acheron.
Appeal everybody, give presents old person, with a respected and beloved heart, go treating, once fostered our old person.
I am about to set foot on Acheron road, in hour of this be dying I am saw well, went in the body that also cannot return me, firm in the begining, that is deep-rooted painful, make me intolerable, my hair swears to escape from this housing, even if the soul is in,drifting, many more provoking than such anguish also, I should escape, I should escape, want the soul to stand by the body only, painful subsequently and come, I do not have courage subsist, only the soul is far from the body, I just can free oneself, forever unfixed, from now on, doesn't this busy world also belong to me again …… of …… toot toot? "Who is crying? " my soul asks again.
Why do they cry? Oh! It is my big daughter-in-law so, 2 young son's wife, that cry is really earthshaking, before I am written down two days, big daughter-in-law still takes a packet of cookie, the head of a bed that throws me says: "The child his grandma, eat cracker more advanced than having a meal (want to know, it is diabetic that I was gotten) children daughter-in-law is compared " filial " , the dumpling of the bag puts my bed end, when be being faced, still leave a word: "Eat! Eat you dead an old stuff, she thinks my unheard, actually I am hungry only, do not have effort to open open one's eyes, the ear that can be me is not deaf! Cough! They again how bad, the daughter-in-law that also is me! See them cry not give the heart to, stretch his hand to just say to want to help up, a flock of people give my the lofty spirit of a nation bump scattered, drive in me the people in front, come to their uprear, (cough! The person is old, memory was differred, I forgot, I had died) after two height daughter-in-law is come to by person uprear, brush brush tear to sit talking with others aside, those who as if to a moment ago cried is not them, I just know what cries now " make beautiful " , face still grew experience.
Where do 3 my sons go, I wave outside house, do maternal intuition by, they discuss my a funeral affair again for certain, as expected, 3 my sons are allocating the job, it is 3 firm sons really, their tear also is done not have! From me after be laid up, eldest son and young son are used busy busy word comes evade, only 2 sons are beside me, most the 2 sons that what ashamed remorses is me, my on one's deathbed also did not marry a son's wife to him (do not know, did he marry daughter-in-law to you still can be defended be beside my? ) Di Di &10629