淑女

我知道我们永远不可能了。

他喜欢的是淑女，而刚好，就那么巧，我不是。
所以我们不合适，即便是没有任何别的原因。

我也想过要做个淑女，可是做起来简直像个傻子，而且也没有淑女的影子。

我有时候想，为了所谓的爱，我可以将就一下自己，让自己改变一点，再改变一点。
可有的时候，我又觉得，自己最美的地方就是自己的骄傲与自负，我的妥协使自己丢失了自我。

能不能赐予我一个专门喜欢骄傲的男人，我不需要他骑着白马，一头倔驴就行，我有时候这样想。
但是当真的有这么一个人来的时候，我发现我还是喜欢他。
我沦陷了，没有理由，也许这就配合了我的理想，我只想要悲剧色彩的电影。

我的纠结与悲哀，我的狂喜与泪水，都从我的一颗脑袋上体现出来。

“对不起。
”他说。
——这让我有点恼火。
其实，我不需要这句话。

我可能更需要一个理由，而不是这样一个空白的对不起。

“你知道的，我只是一个人。
”他说。

我不知道他接着会说什么，但是我很佩服他的勇气，他的淡定，见过我之后，还能如此镇静的人，世界上还真是少见。
这样是我这么着迷的原因。

“而你，”他深吸了一口气，“你只有一个头颅。
我想，我们不合适。
”

这个，我真的没有办法，我的头被砍下来以后，还没见过我的身体呢。

Introduce:I know us forever impossible.
What he likes is a fair maiden, and just, so artful, I am not.
We are so improper, even if is to do not have any other reasons.
I also had wanted to want to become a lady, but be done,resemble a fool simply, and the shadow that also does not have a fair maiden.
I think occasionally, for so called love, I am OK put up with oneself, let oneself change a bit, change again a bit.
When can having, I feel again, oneself most beautiful place is his pride and conceit, my compromise makes he lost ego.
Can bestow my man that likes pride technically, I do not need him to riding Bai Ma, ass of a gruff goes, I think so occasionally.
But the having that take seriously so when a person comes, I discover me or like him.
I fell into enemy hands, without reason, perhaps this cooperated my ideal, I want tragic colorific motion picture only.
My kink and distress, my rapture and tear, the upper part of the body come out now from my head.
"I am sorry.
" he says.
This lets —— I am a bit rusty.
Actually, I do not need this word.
I may need a reason more, is not a such blank I am sorry.
"You know, I am a person only.
" he says.
I do not know what he can say then, but I very the courage that admires him, his calm, after seeing me, still so can composed person, still be scarce really on the world.
It is my so infatuate reason so.
"And you, " he was sucked greatly at a heat, "You have one build skull only.
I think, we are improper.
" this, I do not have method really, after my head is chopped to come down, the body that has not seen me.
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