狰狞玫瑰

我讨厌阳光,我总觉得阳光会让我无处潜逃,会让我的眼睛眯成一条缝,会让我知道原来人世间还有和黑夜一样长久的东西.
我恨阳光.
照进我屋子的第一抹阳光必定是照向那幅油画的,画中是两个长的一模一样的女孩,背景是一片的玫瑰花海,全都是红玫瑰,红的艳丽,红的如一片血海.
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他就坐在我的身边,他问我要不要喝一杯?我没有回答,他走近了我,我们开始接吻,我异常的清醒,仔细的算了一下,我们认识了一个小时零四分钟,而接吻后我们打算做爱.
我不知道他叫什么名字?他也不太清楚我姓什么?他不爱我,我也不爱他,于是我们做的理直气壮,也没有丝毫的心理负担,他紧紧的抱着我,让我呼吸困难,在他的怀抱里,我感到了窒息,仿佛回到了母亲的腹中,周围是红彤彤的一片,我和姐姐都被迫挤在母亲的子宫内,我们不断的吸食养分,争夺氧气,这里是一个弱肉强食的地方,即使是姐妹也不得不在此争夺.
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阳光,我讨厌阳光.
我赶在阳光到来之前,逃出了他家.
不快乐,即使疯狂过了,我依然不快乐,缩在自己的小房间内,看着那幅油画,那红的如血的玫瑰,那茂盛的如海的玫瑰,将这两个女孩紧紧的包在了花海里,她们在挣扎,她们在哭喊,她们没有表情,因为她们都死了.
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我讨厌我的身上有男人的味道,打开龙头,冰冷的水向我的身体袭来,我冷,我蜷起身体蹲在流水的龙头下,身体开始发抖.
有股怪风吹在我的身上,鼻子开始流血,鲜红的血流在地上,随着水流流进了下水管道,红艳艳地的水充斥了这里,这里成了一片鲜红,就像那片花海,玫瑰花海,美丽的玫瑰带着刺,就长在那个极大的花园里,她在奔跑,对,是她,就是那个在油画里的女孩,她在追她,为什么?为什么要逃?为什么要追?我听见了,她在说话.
“不要杀我,不要杀我,我没有心脏,我没有,不信你看,我打开我的心,让你看“她真的脱下了衣服,裸露的上体完美却有瑕,那颗娇艳欲滴的乳房上居然有一个拉链,她拉开了那个拉链鲜血涌出了她的心脏,没有心,她真的没有心,我看见她在狞笑.
对,她在笑,她的手里握着一个心脏,心脏还在跳动,一下,二下,越跳越快,突然,心脏跳出了她的手掌,向地上落去,她去接它,她接到了,可是她也摔倒了,无数的玫瑰花刺刺向她的身体,她开始滚动,好多的血,好多的血都在流,流向了玫瑰花的花根,玫瑰更艳了,花刺上沾满了鲜血,像一把把带血的尖刀,不断的刺向满地打滚的她,终于千疮百孔的她死在了花海里,而那个挖心的女孩却趁机夺走了那颗心脏.
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她走了,只留下了那具.
我很冷,冷的打颤,的铃声向我疾呼,我几乎是全裸着身体去接了那个电话,他告诉我,我忘了我的皮包.
我问他要不要喝水?他没有回答,我将他拉到水池边就着龙头,我开始喝水,他皱了皱眉,问我为什么不用杯子?我说我没有买.
我为他脱衣服,他没有动,眼睛却直勾勾的看着那幅油画.
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Introduce:I am fed up with sunshine, I always feel sunshine can let my nowhere abscond, the eye narrow one's eyes that can let me is seamed into, can let me know to be returned between original the world have and the stuff with euqally long night.
I hate sunshine.
The first sun that is reflected into my house is sure be to be illuminated to that canvas, it is two grow in the picture exactly like the girl, setting is rose sea, all is red rose, red gorgeous, be like an a sea of blood redly.
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He sits beside in me, does he ask me otherwise wants to drink a cup? I did not reply, he approached I, we begin to kiss, I regain consciousness unusually, calculated carefully, we met a hour 4 minutes, and we plan to make love after the kiss.
What don't I know he calls the name? Is he not quite clear also what do I surname? He does not love me, I also do not love him, the one is assured and bold with justice that then we do, also do not have the psychological burden of a bit, he closely holding me in the arms, let me breathe difficulty, in his bosom, I felt asphyxial, as if in the abdomen that returned a mother, one red is all round, I and elder sister are forced to be squeezed inside maternal uterus, our ceaseless suck nutrient, contend for oxygen, here is the place of a the law of jungle, even if the sister also must be contended for here.
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Sunshine, I am fed up with sunshine.
I am driven before sunshine comes, escaped his home.
Joyless, although passed wildly, I still joyless, shrink inside the cubby in oneself, look at that canvas, that is like hematic rose redly, that is like the rose of the sea flourishly, these two girls closely the bag was in in beautiful sea, they are struggling, they are crying cry, they do not have expression, because they died.
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I am fed up with the taste that there is a man on my body, open spigot, frozen water comes over to my body, I am cold, the body since my curl up crouchs below the bibcock of running water, the body begins to quiver.
A strange wind is blown on my body, nose begins to bleed, bright red blood stream is on the ground, as current inpour next water pipeline, the water of brilliant red ground was full of here, one is become here bright red, spend the sea like that, rose sea, beautiful rose is taking thorn, long in that huge garden, she is running, yes, it is her, it is that girl in canvas, she is chasing after her, why? Why should escape? Why to want to chase after? I heard, she is talking.
"Do not kill me, do not kill me, I do not have a heart, I am done not have, do not believe you to look, I open my heart, let you look " she took off the dress really, the upper part of the body barely perfect have flaw however, that delicate and charming there is about to be a slide fastener unexpectedly on the breast of drop, she pulled open blood of that slide fastener to flush her heart, 5337