怪小孩(短)
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走上有风的漆黑的山坡,凉意使心中的烦恼也轻松了许多。
脱了衬衣,索性吹个痛快。
向上望望,快到家了。
坡顶上围墙里的灯光透过那扇半掩的铁门射出来,模糊着周围的 一切景物。
在我上最后一组台阶时,电杆下有什么黑黑的蠕动了一下,仔细分辨后,确定那是一个蹲坐的人。
走近了,果然,是个孩子。
他双臂抱膝,下巴也顶在膝盖上。
看不出是男是女,男孩的头发和装束,却有女孩如水般漂亮的眼睛和特有的身体语言。
见我一路上来不停打量,他似乎有些不好意思,低下头去。
我突然冒出一个念头:这么晚,一个小孩子,为什 么独自发呆?他是谁的孩子? 仅从黑暗中那几瞥看不出他是单位上还是附近的孩子。
想上去问问他,但忍了一忍,便从他身边过去了。
走出十几米,站在一个高处吹风,一边孩看看那孩子。
一下子,那个小小的影子站了起来,往一个我绝对想不到的方向去了,那个方向不是回到任何一个住户里的,而是要经过许多田埂,通向几个坟包的。
“或许他是想散散步。
”我想,但不对。
我决定看一看。
我很久没走那条路了,那曾经是很熟悉的。
说是路,其实就是田 埂,右边插了秧,水盈盈的稻田;左边地势陡降,形成一个斜度很大的坡,树木和草从低处伸上来象人的乱发。
真正能走的路只有三十厘米左右的宽度。
透过左边的枝叶可以看见城里的灯火,不同的故事在那里上演。
而我却被一种好奇驱使,走在一条通向坟墓的路上。
右边的稻田里映 着不远处围墙里的灯影,风一吹,稻秧纷纷低头。
这时,蛙鸣似乎也没了。
我努力向前看,路在夜色中灰灰白白地延伸着,象一条死蛇。
前面没有人影,继续向前走,脚边不时有青蛙跳入水田,冷不丁一跳。
路边也总有一些大团的黑影,看不清到底是什么,心中便防备着 它们。
路过一个蓄水池,水泥砌的,很大。
曾经在白天用石头以击中失足落入水中的小狗的为乐,现在却不敢低头望一下那深黑的池 水。
我沿着那灰白的路继续走下去,出现乐岔路,我极力想记起以前这地方得样子,却想起了不远处的楼房挖地基时挖处的不知是人是兽的粗大骨头。
再向前就是初中时发现勒有“状元及第”的墓碑的地方了,守着它的时一只残缺不全的石狮,后来墓碑被砌了水渠,狮子也不在了。
想着想着就吧那段路走过去了,到了一片三角地带,忽然我不明白我在哪里,前面有三条路,一条沿着围墙一直走会到大门口;另一条越 过几个小坡可以走上保坎,下面是马路;第三条就是通向那几堆坟的。
想到这里,我脑子又乱了,好象我从以开始就错了,这儿仿佛并没有 坟的,坟在山的那一头。
从这第三条路下去有一丛从的竹子,竹林后掩映着人家。
我努力向下望去,夜色中什么也没有。
脚下的草微微颤动,我感觉到的,我不能低头看。
夜风吹着树,树晃悠着,一些叶子闪出微弱的碎光,“象磷火!”我想,一边又嘲笑自己的心虚,可是———— 不知从哪里,那个小孩子出现在我前面大约十米的地方,朝他的方向慢慢走,我一惊,被凉风吹爽的脊背又蒙了一层汗,他的步态就 象是我的到来打扰了他一个人独守的秘密的心情,走得有些忿忿然,但决不慌乱,反而一步步好象在逗引人的好奇,我为难了,要不先走过去看看。
夜色,路,那影子,我,树,稻田,草,影子,影子。
忽然那影子好象停在了下坡的第一个拐弯处,拐过弯我就看不见他了。
是眼花还是就是如此:那里的竹叶摇动了,那孩子以一种极缥缈的姿势冲我招了招手。
“不可能!”我想,“是我的幻觉。
” 我眯眼看那前面,路渐渐深入到黑色之中,弯弯曲曲的,象是被黑夜吞吃了。
我头皮一炸:不能再走了。
回来的路没那么长,似乎也亮了些。
走过去,电杆下什么也没有。
进了铁门,一阵轻松,汗也消了。
(时间发生在九三年六月八日21:5022:20左右,绝无虚言,我的亲历)
Introduce:Be on the inky hillside that has wind, the trouble that cool meaning makes a heart medium is relaxed also a lot of.
Took off a shirt, blow delighted simply.
Look up, get on for the home.
The lamplight in the enclosure on slope top is shot through the iron gate of that half attack by surprise, all ambiguous scenery all round.
When on me last groups of step, what is there to wriggle blackly below pole, after differentiating carefully, it is one crouchs the person that take then certainly.
Approached, as expected, it is a child.
He double arm holds genu in the arms, chin also supports to go up in knee.
Looking to go out is male it is female, the boy's hair and attire, have the girl's beautiful like water eye and peculiar body language however.
See I keep looking up and down all the way, he appears some feel embarrassed, low the head goes.
I appear suddenly a thought: So late, a dot, why to syare blankly alone? Whose child is he? Looking to give him from that a few shoot a glance at in darkness only is the child that the country around still is on the unit.
Want to ask him, but bear, went beside him.
Walk out of ten meters, stand in an altitude hair drier, at the same time child see that child.
At a draught, that little sign stood, think toward me the direction that be less than went absolutely, that direction is not to return any resident in, want to pass a lot of ridge of field however, lead to a few graveyard bags.
"Probably he is to want to take a walk.
" I think, but incorrect.
I decide to have a look.
I am very long did not take that route, that once was very familiar.
Saying is a road, it is ridge of field actually, right inserted fry, water is filled with the rice field that be filled with; Left relief is steep fall, form the slope with a very big rake, tree and grass are extended from small part come up the tousle that resembles a person.
The route that can take truly has 30 centimeters of right-and-left breadth only.
The branches and leaves that passes through left can see the lights in the city, different story is performed over.
And I am driven by a kind of curiosity however, go on a road that leads to graveyard.
Mirrorring in the rice field of right nearby the lamp shadow in enclosure, wind whiff, rice seedlings lowers his head in succession.
At this moment, frog cried to also be done not have it seems that.
I look ahead hard, the road is ashen in the dim light of night the ground is outspread, resemble a dead snake.
There is people in front, continue to go ahead, crural edge often has green leapfrog to enter a paddy field, leng Buding is fearsome jump.
Roadside has the black picture of a few big groups always also, look not clear what be after all, there are them in the heart.
Transient a reservoir, of cement build by laying bricks or stones, very big.
Once the body of the doggie that falls in order to hit lose one's footing into water with stone is days happy, dare not lower his head to hope that is deep however now black Chi Shui.
I continue to step down along that ashen road, appear happy branch road, I want to recall to the utmost this place gets look before, when remembering nearby building digs foundation however, dig place14528