亡者心事
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第一章 葬礼
我有多喜欢没有星星的夜晚,寂静连心跳的声音都一同遮蔽。
我不喜欢鲜美的芳香,那象征着生命的奔放
可来的太晚太晚了,连挽留的机会都没有留下
没有脉搏的手臂连割腕都是多余的
灯光下我习惯了没有影子的自己
当初选择一错再错,剩下的只是眼泪与鲜花,我不喜欢白黄色的植物,它们是在提醒我,我已经不属于这个世界了吗
看着自己的躯壳在火中如冰般快速消融
我不想接受这冷漠的宿命
死神搭着冥车扬着冥币,我即将离去,属于这世间的点滴早将是前世一段亡者记忆
对于你,我又怎么会忘记,你是否愿意陪我一同离去
第二章 自杀
你抓着我僵硬的手拼命地摇着,眼泪漫过你的双眼,干涸后流下泪痕像血迹凝固后的斑驳
你知道我不在会醒来,你知道我已经没有了呼吸,你知道我为你死去
你决定失去三十七度的体温然后陪我一同睡去,只有你是我放不下生命的理由
说一万遍的对不起抵得上生命轮回,然后生生世世就此错过成为永恒的陌生人
我的生命里已经有你,答应我,你要好好活下去
请你原谅这是上天最刻意的安排
第三章 浮生
有些人出现在不该出现的地方成就了死亡
他挥霍了我为你留下的初拥,婚纱的试途,写完了结局
他是上天派来结束我生命的恶魔,婚礼前夕,我负你而死
天使的翅膀可以羽化时间留下的罪过,我选择了把灵魂留在你的身边三天,然后生生世世不复相见
我们所缺只是一场婚礼,我不能陪你走到最后
我选择用白绫结束自己的一切连同我对你的抱歉和不舍一同带入坟墓
他是前因后果是我生命的过渡
仇恨的代价让我们死生不复相见
第四章 如果还有来生
站在奈何桥前,没有颜色的天空黑的
我是一个即将进入轮回的孤魂
忘却前生的一切
哪怕是爱恨情仇
这一刻泪入海如水流
端着孟婆汤一口喝下进入轮回
但愿来生来世不复相见
Introduce:I have funeral of the first chapter to like to do not have the night of star more, hush connects palpitant sound to be obstructed together.
I do not like delicious scent, of that indicative life what can come jazzily is too late too late, the opportunity that persuades to stay repeatedly did not leave the arm that does not have pulse to cut wrist repeatedly is redundant I was used to below lamplight do not have shadow oneself choose one fault at the outset again wrong, those who remain is tear and flower only, I do not like the plant of white yellow, they are to reminding me, I had not belonged to this world if put kind of fast melt on the ice,the body that looks at oneself is in in fire the fated Azrael that I do not think to accept this inhospitality is building dark Che Yang to wear dark money, I am about to leave, attribute this worldly a bit early will be memory of the person that preexistence dies one paragraph to you, how can I forget again, whether are you willing to accompany me to leave together the 2nd chapter commits suicide you are catching my inflexible hand to shaking desperately, tear has overflowed your double eye, after drying up, flow after next tear stains are caky like bloodstain mottled you know I am absent can awake, you know I had done not have breath, you know I am you gone the temperature that you decide to lose 37 degrees accompanies me next together go off, only you are I put what the reason of no less than life says 10 thousand times to I am sorry touch on life metempsychosis, next generation after generation misses the stranger that becomes eternity at this point there had been you in my life, promise me, you want good good subsist to ask you to excuse this is the arrangement with the most sedulous God the place that float of the 3rd chapter gives birth to some people to go out to ought not to appear now accomplished death he is prodigal I stay for you embrace first, of marriage gauze try way, write finish bureau he is God the devil that the group will come to end my life, bridal eve, I lose you and dead angelic wing is OK the offense that emergence time stays, I chose to take the spirit beside your 3 days, next generation after generation not answer meet what we are short of is a wedding only, I cannot accompany you to go to all along with that I choose to end my with white damask silk finally my apologize to you and do not abandon take graveyard together he is casuse and effect the price that the transition that is my life hates makes us dead be born not answer meet if the 4th chapter still has, black without the sky of color fearsome I am a Gu fetch that is about to enter metempsychosis even if everything what before forgetting, be born is enemy of affection love hate this momently the tear is like current to carrying soup of mother-in-law of the first month to drink next entering readily into the sea metempsychosis I wish a future life7179