忆故人
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很久以前就想写这故事了!只是真的太长了,写起来太累人。
主人翁小邱是我一位好友,与他相识已经有20年以上了,从小一起长大的,我想没有人能比我更了解他,除了...小季。
小邱和小季在我们都是国二生时相识,他俩也不知怎麽的特别聊的来,小邱他父母常吵架,所以他从不向家里提他自己的事,而他心情烦时也不向人说,除非找我聊,当然这是在他认识小季之前。
记得小邱和小季真正熟起来是一回小季爸妈吵架,小季受不了跑了出来,找小邱去聊天,当然家里吵架这对小邱来讲是司空见惯的事,所以也就特别能安慰小季啦!那天他们好像聊到,小邱坚持要送小季回家,也因为如此小邱也和小季家人熟悉起来,小季家对小邱十分赏识,也不反对他们交往,不过就小邱说当初他和小季都年青,只是觉得和对方在一起很快乐,也没想到是不是男女朋友,就这样两人当了两年的好友,就在小邱要考高中时,小季家要移民,两人直到要真正分离了才认真思考对方在心中的份量,或许也因为如此,他俩後来才会成为恋人。
小邱说他这辈子犯的第一个错误便是当初没留下小季,因为小季家亲戚都在台湾,更何况小季大哥因为兵役问题还不能出国,所以她父母并不坚持她也要移民,或许女孩 比较早熟,也对感情事较敏感吧,当时小季便问小邱要不要她留下,当然小邱想当然耳的认为小季该随父母去美国,而非留在台湾,可是越离分手日子越近,小邱心中越是杂乱,他也不知为何心中会如此难过,自然的,高中和五专都考的不理想,就在小季移明民前一天。
小邱去她家送别,小季问了小邱一句:「你真舍得我走?真不望我留来?」小邱一听,心里一酸,才想到莫非自己喜欢小季?可是现在说什麽都来不及了,他只好回答:「不管我怎麽想,你都该和你爸妈一起!」隔天,小邱依然到机场送行,在进登机门前小季说:「我们认识两年了,你真只当我是好朋友?」小邱低着头,不知如何回答,小季又说:「别骗我,我都要走了你还怕什麽?」小邱抬起头看看小季,她眼中已经满是泪水,其实小邱又何尝不是泪流已满面,小邱轻轻执起小季的手,只说一句「我等你回来!」有时一句话就已足够,就像在此时,小季走时回头丢下一句话:「我一放假就会回来看你。
」每回小邱喝酒谈起往事,说到这就会苦笑的说:「唉!在一起两年,一直到分开前才变成男女朋友,或许真是当时年纪轻吧!」 後来放榜,小邱成绩自然是跌破老师眼镜的差,所以选择了重考之路,重考的一年,他和小季并未失去连络,反而每周一封信的往来着,重考生的生活对小邱来说并不艰苦,因为他底子本就不差,所以一年後他进了建中。
进了建中的小邱开始活耀起来,他叁加社团,才小高一便和学长一起带活动,生活可说很多彩多姿,半年後也当上社长,在所有人眼中的小邱应是快乐的,但是却不是,因为小邱家里的争斗变本加厉,他父母已是水火不容了,三天一小吵,五天一大吵,他大哥因此搬出家里。
小邱在这种环境下自然也无法好好读书,所以他...被当了,留级一年。
小季并未违背承诺,果然在第一年的回台湾,看他俩一天到晚腻在一起,小邱带社团,小季就远远躲着看,直到小邱活动结束再在路上和小邱一起回家,也不吃醋也不会觉得不耐烦,我和小邱都常说怎会有这样的女孩。
那一年的夏天小季还带回一个好消息,就是她打算回台湾读大学,也就是再过一年她和小邱就不用两地相思了,那次是我认识小邱20多年来第一次看到他笑的如此开朗、如此满足。
好景不常,小邱第二年高一那年的元宵节他父母正式离婚,小邱只是轻描淡写的一句:「我爸妈离婚了。
」可是我知道他是心如刀割的,小季为此还特别回台一趟,陪小邱度过这难熬的阶段,在小季回美国前说:「再过四个月不到我就要回来考大学了,别难过,一切都会过去的。
我们很快便会再见!」谁知一别却成永恒。
小邱常说他不怕苦,不怕累,就怕当他得到全世界後没有人能和他分享,又说他什麽都好,就是勘不破情关,不论是友情、亲情或都一样,情关难过!谁知他最怕的情关却不断找上他,在他刚由父母离异中爬起,又传来恶耗:小季在美国出车祸,死了!算算那也是五六年前的事了,小邱现在只要想起这段往事都会热泪盈眶,当天他收到消息,便借了台车一个人夜游去了,他骑的很快,像不要命似的,他只想如果死了就算了,果然在一个弯道他摔车了,只是他命大刚好有戴安全帽,只有右手脱臼和擦伤,并无大碍。
在,大夥问他何苦那麽傻,他只是笑笑摇摇头说:「小季实在对我太好了,她从不让我担心,而我呢?我被留级,她只是笑笑要我加油,只是对我说知道我一定有困难,我忙社团,她也支持我,无论我多心沮丧,她都对我有信心,她都会无条件支持我,这样的人我要去那找,我想或许我一辈子都找不到第二个了。
」若有人说他痴,他会说:「不是我痴,是她太好,我才会如此怀念她。
」後来,小季在国内办丧礼,小邱没去,还把所有他和小季的照片、信件全烧了,把所有纪念品拿去陪葬,他说是小季的遗言,为怕他会睹物思人,有时想想,这两人真不知要怎麽说! 自从那回摔车後,小邱好像摔醒了,见他似又像以前一样爱胡闹、爱开玩笑,但是他却变的有点阴沉,他变的常常一个人发呆,晚上也越来越晚睡,见他不笑时总觉得他心事重重的,还常常半夜一个人跑出门去散步,一散就到天亮,总之他给人的感觉就是和以前不同。
还有,他竟然三更半夜跑去小季坟旁和她聊到天明,居然不怕好兄弟,所以有朋友说他好像有点疯,可是见他谈吐和思考都和以前一样,绝对不是疯了,问他怎麽了,他总是说:「觉得活的不是很完整,总觉得缺了一些感觉!」问他是缺了什麽,他说是个依靠吧!!说他自己也抓不出是那种感觉。
或许是小邱晚睡吧,夜路走多了,总会碰到鬼的,渐渐的,以前不说鬼故事的小邱,居然变成了我们当中专说鬼故事的人,听他说多了都怀疑他到底有没有遇到,每回问他他都微微一笑带过,直至有一天的晚上.
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记得那天晚上,小邱找我去海边散散心,我想反正我心情也不是很好,就答应了。
因为前几天都是阴雨绵绵,所以骑没多久就可以看到路旁有坍坊的土石,小邱骑车又快,说真的有点胆颤心惊的,就在过了一个弯道没多久,小邱忽然把车停下,很紧张的看看四周,还下车张,问他出什麽事也不答,就在我们停车不到一分钟,前方一阵巨响,吓我一跳,跳上车要小邱一起去看看,他摇了摇头,我只好一个人去看看罗! 我才骑了没多久就发现整条路全被土石埋住了,要是我和小邱没停车的话,那.
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想到这真是头皮发麻,骑回去找小邱时发现他一个人坐在路边,囗中似念念有词,看到我回来只抬头看我一眼,也没说什麽,我开囗叫他,他手一挥示意我不要吵他,我只好闭嘴看看他玩什麽把戏,也不知坐了多久,我忽然发现小邱在哭,走过去拍拍他肩,问他怎麽了,他说:「没事啦!喝酒去吧。
」我们就回头骑去电天母了。
几杯黄汤下肚,小邱中显得更难过了,我看他这样实在不忍,问他:「有事就说,别一个人着。
」小邱抬头看我,说:「你知刚刚为何我忽然停车吗?」「不知道,我还想问你呢!」小邱就把整个经过对我说了...... 「当我们骑上山後,我就觉得有人在跟着我们,後来在过那个大弯时,有个女声叫我停车,我只想那是错觉,可是那声音不断叫我停车,声音越来越明显,原先我只是觉得好像有人在叫停车,後来更觉得有个人在我耳边说话,甚至可以感觉到她的呼吸,我心里当然会怕!所以我也不太敢停车,开玩笑,你也知道那边路旁是坟场,在过我们刚刚骑最後的那个弯道时,我忽然觉得有人坐在我後座,是个女的,因为我还能感觉到她的长发在飘,她还把身体靠在我背後,抱着我,在我耳边说:「老么,你停车啦!求你,好不好」听小邱说到这,我心惊:「她叫你老么?那她是....不可能!」小邱说:「这世上会叫我老么的只有我家里人和小季。
你说她是谁!」「可是....小季的声音你听的出来吧,那女的是吗?」小邱不说话,只是点点头。
「那...我骑回来後你在路边发呆,又是怎麽了?」 「喔!那时我下车後,发现根本没人,就四处看看,很想看看她在不在,可是没有,我就坐在路边,心里很难受,真想从那里跳下去就算了,我才刚那样想,就觉得她在我身边坐了下来,那种感觉真的很明显,我一直告诉自己是错觉,可是我甚至能感到她的长发的在我脸上拂过,所以我就自言自语,告诉小季我很想她之类的话。
」「那她有说什麽吗?」「她说我有太多的事情要做,有家人要照顾,不可以就这样走了,要我照顾好自己,还说如果我真的那麽想不开,就算我也死了,她也不会理我!说完我就觉得她不见了。
」 我想了想,问小邱这是不是第一次,他说:「不是,只是以前从没这麽明显的感觉。
真想忘掉她,可是就是忘不掉。
」说罢!小邱又把头低了下来,我知道他在哭,可是我不知道要怎麽安慰他,或许...等他哭够了,就会没事了。
「来!乾了这杯,去我家泡茶吧!」小邱忽然这样一说,又吓了我一次。
走出店门,小邱过来搭着我的肩,笑着说:「这世界还是很美的,刚喝过酒,回去时骑慢一点!!!」「喂!!还敢叫我骑慢点,是你自己骑慢点才对吧!!」唉!!!有这样的朋友,我也不知该不该为他担心,或许就如他所说:「别担心,我会没事的。
」希望他真会没事......
Introduce:Want to write this story a long time ago! Be too long really only, write rise too weighty.
Master small Qiu is my good friend, with him acquaintance has had 20 years of above, be brought up together as a child, I want to be able to compare me to understand him more without the person, besides.
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Xiaoji.
Xiaoqiu and young season are in we are countries the 2 acquaintance when be born, they also do not know how of Mo special chat come, xiaoqiu the parents in his home often quarrels, so he never homeward li of issue that raises him himself, and also do not say to the person when his mood is irritated, unless look for me to chat, of course this is before he knows Xiaoji.
Write down Xiaoqiu and Xiaoji are truly soundly rising is bout Mom of young season pa quarrels, xiaoji is overcome ran, look for Xiaoqiu to chat, this quarrelling to be told to Xiaoqiu in the home of course is common thing, also can comfort Xiaoji particularly so! They seemed to talk about before dawn that day, xiaoqiu insists to want to send Xiaoji to come home, also mix because of so small Qiu Ye Home Xiaoji person is familiar rise, home Xiaoji is right Xiaoqiu very appreciate, also do not object them interacting, small nevertheless Qiu Shui at the outset he and Xiaoji are youthful, just feel to be together with the other side very happy, also thinking of is friend of male and female, became good friend of two years with respect to such two people, should check high school in Xiaoqiu when, home Xiaoji should emigrate, two people until should depart truly just ponder over the other side seriously the deal in the heart, probably also because such, their later just can make a sweet heart.
The first mistake that Xiaoqiu says to his this all one's life makes is did not leave Xiaoji at the outset, because of small Ji Jiaqin Qi Dou is in Taiwan, more what is more,the rather that young season eldest brother still cannot go abroad because of military service problem, so her parents does not hold to her to also want immigrant, probably the girl is earlier, more sensitive to emotional affair also, xiaoji asks Xiaoqiu otherwise wants her to stay at that time, assume sth as a matter of course of small of course Qiu of ear think Xiaoji should go to the United States along with parents, and rather than stays in Taiwan, but leave more,part company the life is closer, in small Qiu Xin the more mixed and disorderly, he also does not know why to meet in the heart so sad, natural, high school and 5 what take an examination of only is not ideal, be in young season Yi Mingmin before today.
Xiaoqiu goes to her home sending off, xiaoji asked Xiaoqiu: " are you true do I take be willing to part with or use? Do not hope I stay really? " small Qiu Yi listens, the one acid in the heart, just think of is it possible that do oneself like Xiaoji? But say whats had not enough time now, he is forced to reply: " without giving thought to I how Mo thinks, you should be mixed your pa Mom together! " lie between a day, small Qiu Yiran reachs the airport see sb off, before entering landing gate Xiaoji says: " we know two years, is you become me only really a good friend? " Xiaoqiu is low head, do not know how to reply, xiaoji says again: " do not cheat me, what did I want you to still be afraid of? " Xiaoqiu raises a head to see Xiaoji, tear has been completely in her eye10937