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那时我还小，支离破碎的记事清。

我整天的倚坐在门框上，看来来往往的人，看高高低低的太阳，看女人们漂亮的碎花衫…

我的父亲目光如炬，一天到晚的干活，背晒得像青石板一样火热，他对我说过：“你长大要走阳关道，一路行万里”

我的邻居是个叫米米的女孩，在湛蓝的天空下，她喜欢看着我笑；

……

那个时候，我的奶奶还没死，她黑衣黑裤，发纂上插着一根凶狠的簪子，和白天格格不入。
她从来不笑，至少我没看到。
她改嫁给了一个老头

，那老头和我没任何关系，从来不看我。

她和我妈有着打不完的仗，胜负难料。

我妈那时候风华正茂，胸脯高高的，又一次在和我爸完事之后，她乖巧的说：“你也给我买件碎花衫呗”我爸疲惫的点着头，一言不发。

没过几天，我妈就穿上了一件漂亮的碎花衫，于是她的胸脯更高了，她兴高采烈的在院子里走来走去，在村里走来走去，在阳关道上走来走去

，一直走到太阳西沉…

我知道，那是源于一种深层次的寂寞。

这深深刺激了我的奶奶，她怨毒的看着我妈，跟她的儿子说：“你从来就没给我买件衣服”

我爸不耐烦了，他说：“回头给你弄一件”

我奶阴沉着脸，一口口的抽着烟袋子。

还没等穿上新衣服，我奶就死了，死在了那个老头的怀里，她跟他最后一句话是：“好好活着，别想我”

接下来她第一次笑了，但不是对我。

几天后她的照片挂上了正屋，肃杀的黑白。

有一天早上，我妈要去赶集，但是找不到那件紫色的碎花衫了，她着急，就先走了。

只剩下我，我坐在院子里，听村子外那个疯子时断时续的唢呐，听他疯掉的世界，凄厉，深邃！

我偶尔回过头时，看见了我奶的遗像，我打了个冷战：她的照片不再是单调的黑白，确切地说，她的脸还是那样古板，却换上了我妈那件紫色

的碎花衫。

我害怕的跑出了院子，一口气跑到了村边的小河，那个疯子已经不在了，世界空无一人。

我像只形孤影单的蚂蚁，像片叶子，随时可以要了我的命。

我想：“我奶怎么会穿上我妈那件衣服呢”

我看到那个老头走过了河边，朝我家走去，我快步得跟上了他，想跟他说说看到的事，我喊他，他不理我。

他径直的走进我家，来到正屋，灵巧的登上桌子，从我奶的遗像上脱掉了那件碎花衫。

世界又恢复了色彩，晚上的时候，我妈又找到了那件新衣服，她重又兴高采烈，像找到了一件失去的宝贝。

我和她说了这件事，她不信，狠狠地打了我一巴掌。

那一夜，我梦到我奶走出了家门，上了一辆很奇怪的车子，她看见了我，她笑了！

Introduce:I am small still in those days, the begin to remember things of broken up is clear.
I all the day lean sit on doorcase, see the person of come and go, watch the sun with tall small on any account, see the broken … spending unlined upper garment with female beautiful people my father eyes blazing like torches-blazing with anger, of from morning till night work, the back is basked in fervently like green flag, he has said to me: "You grow gist to take broad road, go all the way 10 thousand lis " my neighbour is a girl of rice calling rice, below the sky of azure blue, she likes to look at me to laugh; …… at that time, my grandma has not died, she is black garment black pants, there is a fierce hair clasp on hair bun, and antipathetic by day.
She does not laugh, at least I did not see.
Her remarry gave an old man, that old man and I do not have any relations, do not see me.
She and my Mom are having those who do not hit to battle, victory or defeat expects hard.
My Mom awaits elegance and talent in those days luxuriant, chest is high, be in again and after my pa comes to an end, she says cleverly: "You also buy a broken beautiful unlined upper garment to me " the light head of my pa exhaustion, silent as the grave.
Had done not have a few days, my Mom put on a beautiful broken beautiful unlined upper garment, her chest is then taller, she is elated to-and-fro in the courtyard, to-and-fro in the village, to-and-fro on broad road, walk along the sun all the time I know heavy … on the west, that is to result from the loneliness of a kind of deep administrative levels.
This stimulated my grandma deeply, she enmities look at my Mom, the son that follows her says: "You did not buy a clothes to me " my pa is impatient, he says: "Do to you later " I suckle cloudy face, readily of the mouth taking smoke bag.
Had not waited put on new clothes, my grandma died, was in to death in the bosom of that old man, she follows last his word is: "Well living, do not think me " next she laughed for the first time, but either to me.
Her photograph after a few days was hanged house, what respectful kills is black and white.
One day in the morning, my Mom should go go to market, but look for the broken beautiful unlined upper garment that is less than that purple, she is anxious, with respect to foregone.
I am remained only in the home, I sit in the courtyard, listen to the suona horn of intermittence of that bedlamite outside the village, listen to him mad dropped world, sad and shrill, be abstruse! I now and then when turning round, saw the portrait of the deceased that I suckle, I made a cold war: Her photograph is no longer drab black and white, say exactly, her face is inflexible in that way still, changed my Mom however that purple broken beautiful unlined upper garment.
I fear ran courtyard, run to the brook of village edge at a heat, that bedlamite already be dead, world sky does not have one person.
I resemble the ant of a sheet of form Gu shadow, horrible photo leaf, can want my lot at any time.
I think: "How can my grandma put on my Mom that dress10750