她和公交车

这个故事，说它也真实，说它虚构也虚构。

我跟她开始到分手只经历了2个月，很短的一段恋情，却是我第一次认真的投入。
以前的我，暧昧是家常便饭，没正经谈过一次恋爱，遇到了她，我被吸引了。
牵手，拥抱，kiss，甚至.
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都在很短的时间内发生了。
我曾一度幻想，一辈子和她走下去，因为我爱她，想给她幸福，可是，真理还在支配着世界，发展太快，必然衰败太快。
其实，我一直认为跟她分手是我的错，因为不信任，不理解，每次的三言两语，无话可说，是我们熟悉到习以为常，还是我们熟悉到走向陌生。
现在，我看清了一切，她只是不甘寂寞，我只是她的一个男朋友而已，我的认真，却是她的滥情。

我不知道她在我之前有几个男人，但是在我之后，仅仅分手3个月内，换了2个男朋友了。
刚分手那会，我被她影响情绪，每天进她空间好多次，看她更新的心情，更新的签名，更新是日志，妄自猜测她的心思。
我多像可笑的小丑。
鬼故事

那天，跟朋友喝完酒，醉了，打电话给她，想见她一面，她语气厌恶的说她跟新男朋友吃饭，不见了。
从此，我死心，删了关于她的一切。
然后更改了扣扣签名，世界这么大，人这么多，你是谁？谁都可以被替代！随后沉沉的睡去.
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毕竟，我是个男人，毕竟，我还有理智，毕竟，我还年轻。

可笑啊，可笑，删了她了扣扣，她居然用小号加回了我，还以为我不知道，大谈跟新男朋友的矛盾，我笑了，真的笑了，最终还是揭穿了她。

我问道，还嫌不够伤我心么，还来刺激我？

她却说，我们做好朋友吧，我们适合当朋友，不适合做恋人。

我回到，朋友可以成为恋人，恋人不可以成为朋友，希望你能早日遇到一个能让你收起所有暧昧的男人，虽然我不是，但我庆幸你是那个让我收起暧昧的女人。

以后，我没再主动联系过她。
因为我开始放开.
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我不后悔这段恋情，她让我成熟，让我不再暧昧，让我改变心态，以前想，年轻，要多玩玩，现在想，找个自己喜欢的，喜欢自己的，认认真真的对待，不再风流，不再醉酒红颜。

那天，早上出了门，走在宽敞的道路上，看见一堆人在围观什么，我凑了上去，是一辆公交汽车停在了路上，居然还是不停的颤动，我走上前，它颤抖的更厉害了，我看到车身的腰际，我惊讶了，上面的印花和她腰间的刺青一模一样。

得不到的在骚动不安，被偏爱的总是有恃无恐。
谢谢你，想我学会珍惜下一个女人。

Introduce:This story, say it is true true also, say its fiction is dummy also.
I begin to part company with her experienced 2 months only, a paragraph of very short amour, it is the investment with my serious first time however.
I previously, having an affair with is common occurrence, had not talked about love really, encountered her, I was attracted.
Pull a hand, hug, kiss, even.
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Happened inside very short time.
I ever was imagined for a time, step down with her all one's life, because I love her, think she is happy, but, the truth still is in dominating the world, development is too rapid, inevitable decline is too sharp.
Actually, I think to part company with her all the time is my fault, because of distrust, do not understand, every time in a few words, can say nothing, it is we are familiar with be accustomed to sth, still be we are familiar with a trend unfamiliar.
Now, I see everything clear, she is unwilling loneliness only, a boy friend that I am her only just, my serious, it is her excessive affection however.
I do not know she has a few men before me, but after me, part company merely inside 3 months, changed 2 boy friends.
Just parted company that meeting, I am affected by her mood, take her space a lot of times everyday, read the state of mind that she updates, updated sign one's name, updating is a log, absurd guesses her idea oneself.
I resemble funny clown more.
Ghost story that day, drink wine with the friend, drunk, phone her, infer her one side, her mood detests say she has a meal with new boy friend, disappeared.
From now on, my give up the idea forever, cutout everything about her.
Changed next buckle buckle autograph, the world is so great, person so much, who are you? Everybody can be replaced! Subsequently the go off of heavy.
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After all, I am a man, after all, I still have reason, after all, I am young still.
Funny, funny, cutout she buckle, she added me with trumpet unexpectedly, still think I do not know, prate follows the contradiction of new boy friend, I laughed, laughed really, be being returned finally is debunk she.
I ask, still disrelish hurt my heart not quite, will still stimulate me? She says however, we become a good friend, we suit to become a friend, do not suit to make a sweet heart.
I am returned, the friend can make a sweet heart, the lover can not become a friend, hope you can encounter a man that can allow you to pack up all having an affair with at an early date, although I am not, but I feel happy you are that lets me pack up ambiguous woman.
After, I had not contacted her again actively.
Begin to unlock because of me.
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I do not regret this paragraph of amour, she makes me mature, let me have an affair with no longer, let me change state of mind, think before, young, want to play more, think now, look for each oneself like, like oneself, serious treatment, no longer tasteful, no longer drunk wine beauty.
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