妈妈回来了

08年我妈去世了，那时候高三，颓废了很长时间，并且耽搁了学业。
那段时间总觉得身子发冷，并且低烧不退，我爸带我去了很多，钱也花了，药也吃了，只是一直都不见效。
后来村里的一位老人悄悄告诉父亲，也许是有别的东西在作怪，建议去找王嫂看看，也许能知道怎么回事。
王嫂60多岁，村里辈份大的一些人都喊她半仙，就是半人半神，据说能看到人的肉体以外的东西。
说白了就是鬼。
我当时不相信世界上有鬼啊神啊的存在，为了不让我爸担心于是就跟了去。
王嫂先是给我把脉，然后又看舌苔，反反复复弄了好几遍，然后把我爸拉到一旁说了一些莫名其妙的话，隐约听见什么东北方向什么不放心的，之后我们便回了家。
第二天我大姨小姨大舅外婆都来了，我爸让我躺在床上，还在我的枕头下面放了一些黄纸（就是烧给死人的那种纸），之后我姨们进来了，她们握着我的手，流着眼泪，让后说了一些让我妈放心的话，让她回去，不要跟着我。
说了好久也不见效果，我的身子反而越来越冷，不住的颤抖，接着全身都麻了，包括脸。
好像整个身子已经不是我的，我根本就控制不住。
那个时候我感觉整个眼皮好像有千斤重，怎么都睁不开，只是一直闭着眼在那叫着，哭着，后来我舅进来压着我的腿，我爸抱着我的身子，却还是控住不住我的颤抖。
我爸哭着让我妈不要折磨我，让她走，我舅也骂起了我妈，说她不听话不懂事……说了好久好久，最后一屋子人都哭了。
后来大约过了有三个小时那样，我渐渐的才不抖了，只是累，那段时间没怎么吃东西，又加上耗了很多体力，整个人好像要虚脱了一样，后来医生给我挂了营养水我才昏昏的睡了过去。
那天晚上我爸去后面的一个十字路口烧了好多纸……

之后的一个月都平安无事。

直到那天。
那天我去看我外婆。
刚走进大门，全身就开始抖了，外婆看见后就流了眼泪，说闺女你怎么回来了，你还听不听妈的话了！好闺女，我知道你心疼孩子，放不下，如果你真对孩子好就别这样折磨她了……外婆一说完我就好了，这次我莫名其妙的有一种伤感，好像要永别的那种感觉，这是上次所没有的，突然好不舍，好想哭……

之后我妈再也没有回来过，我再也没有那种感觉了。

后来听我爸说，王嫂那次和他说，是我妈回来了，她放不下孩子，舍不得走……

这件事情告诉我们，这个世界有太多的不舍，我们一定要好好珍惜眼前人，特别是自己最亲的人……

Introduce:8 years my Mom died, that time is high 3, decadent for a long time, and delayed school work.
That paragraph of time always feels the body is algid, and low fever is not retreated, my pa takes me went to a lot of hospitals, qian Yehua, medicine also ate, just do not get effective all the time.
An old person of the village tells father stealthily later, perhaps be to anything else is in do mischief, the proposal goes looking for king elder brother's wife to look, may know how to return a responsibility.
King elder brother's wife is many 60 years old, a few people with village generation large portion call her half celestial being, it is half person half god, can see the thing beyond the person's body allegedly.
Spoken parts in an opera is ghost.
I do not believe the there is sth fishy on the world at that time ah god ah existence, to do not let me pa concern followed then.
King elder brother's wife is to give me to feel pulse first, see coating on the tongue again next, relapse instead answer did several times, play my father next said a few indescribable words aside, faint hear what northeast just is not at ease to what, we returned the home later.
The following day grandmother of big mother's brother of little one's mother's sister of my mother's eldest sister came, my pa lets me lie on the bed, still put a few yellow paper below my pillow (the sort of paper that burns a the dead namely) , later my aunt people came in, they are holding my hand, shedding tear, a few words that allow my Mom to be at ease said after letting, let her go back, do not follow me.
Said for ages to also do not see the effect, my body is colder and colder instead, what do not live is asp, catch the whole body hemp, include a face.
Be like whole body is not me any more, I do not live with respect to control at all.
I feel whole to eyelid seems to hoisting jack is weighed at that time, how to open, just shut have sth in mind to crying in that all the time, crying, my mother's brother comes in later the leg that pressing me, my pa is holding my body in the arms, what still accuse me however is asp.
My pa is crying to let my Mom do not torment me, let her go, I husband's father to also be scolded removed my Mom, say she is not obedient not sensible …… said for ages for ages, last house person cried.
Passed to have 3 hours about later in that way, I gradually just did not tremble, it is tired only, how didn't that paragraph of time have a thing, increase cost again a lot of physical strength, whole person seems to want collapse same, the doctor hanged nutrient water to me later I just faint slept.
A month after a crossroad that my pa went to in the evening that day from the back burned …… of a lot of paper does not have a thing in safety.
Till that day.
I visited my grandmother that day.
Just walked into a gate, began to tremble all over, tear shed after grandmother sees, say a girl how did you come back, you still listen not to hear Mom's word! Good girl, I know you feel distressed the child, do not put, if you are true good to the child fasten this6882