黑色百合花

编者按：其实这个世界有很多美好，若放开一下，就不会如此痛苦，她为他放弃了生命，她因为他变成了一朵枯萎的百合，不知他会不会伤心，会不会想起她的时候泪流满面，一切都是无谓。
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雨露是个好女孩，多重的人格。
可是她却无法掌握自己的命运，她心如死水，那水又是一潭荒芜的死水，她看不到清澈的泉水在哪涌？只知道自己已是死水里的一条死鱼了，她缺氧，缺的厉害，缺的再也快动弹不得，胸口被一层层大大的黑雾给缠住，她真的感觉死亡要降临她的头上了。
没有了，她已不想再想，她的重新已是死亡，她看不到真正的圣火在哪？她跌入了黑暗死神的怀抱。

昨夜阴色又来临，黑暗统治了一切，周围不再花香鸟语，不再月华如水，不再歌声飘逸，她再也醒不来，因为她爱得太深，生怕失去他之后怎么办？她烦他，她别无选择、她希望他带她走入百花香艳的瑰丽，因此无法自拔地需要他，可是他的狠心、惨然，将她推下二十多层的楼，但她的心却未死，可换回来的又是什么呢？她左思思、右思思，疼痛难免，虽是无可救药的爱他撕心裂肺，但这段爱依旧让她失手放走了一段纯爱，她深陷进了他爱的怀抱，而他却狠狠将她推入了万丈深渊。

夜色寂静，再也没有了星光，只留下点点残光照亮她此时的心，而这时的人们都已安睡，而她披散长发，却独站上了平台，双臂展开，深吸口气，死的窒息逼近了她幼小脆弱的心灵。
她向无止尽的黑洞里坠去。
她最后死前再也不穿最爱的白色长裙，而是全身被黑色包裹的，一袭黑衣长裙。
她的容颜失去了百合的微笑，再也没有了纯真的脸蛋，因为死亡接近了她，让她呼吸到了另一个人的怀抱，他就是死亡之神。

黑色的世界唤醒了她的第二生命，她没有了曾经的清香伊人，也没有了可爱活跃的样子，她的笑容永远僵持住了，她无动于衷，空空的躯壳里亦是飘动着幽灵儿，她想、她苦笑，“曾经的百合花没有了，而变成了黑色的百合花，永远飘散在人间的黑暗里。

死神说：“露儿，莫怕、莫怕黑暗，我来引领去，走入无端黑暗的世界，别，我会一直护着你。
”黑暗死神正一步步向她逼进，投入黑色的眼底去凝视她黑色里桃花的脸。

她没有说话，低头不语，泪水接二连三的落，那曾经的桃花粉颊已不再拥有，而是皆满了桃花泪，那片片桃花落，就是她的心在落。

死神缓缓近到她身怀，伸出了黑暗笼罩下的巨手，牵起她曾经的纤纤玉手，而现在她的手已是粗糙粗糙，再也没有柔软的手了，一切她变得狰狞，极其可怕。

她哭了，心碎无力地还是扑入了死神的怀抱。

从此她的单纯、善良、清美、一切没有了，她拥有了另一种的自己，她丑陋、阴险、毒辣，她成了的的道道的黑暗女神。

黑夜，又一个静谧的黑夜，青春朵雅的百合花从此化为乌有，在黑暗中永远绽放着黑色的百合花。

Introduce:Editor's note: Actually this world has a lot of happiness, if be unlocked, with respect to won't such anguish, she abandoned life for him, she turned a blasted into lily because of him, do not know him can sad, when can remembering her, burst into tears, everything is meaningless.
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Did not have, she already did not think again, her already was death afresh, cannot she see real holy anger is in? She drops into the bosom of dark Azrael.
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Hush of dim light of night, also did not have starlight again, leave incomplete illumination bit a little bit to shine only she right now heart, and at this moment how did people already sleep, and long hair of her hang down loosely, stood alone however platform, double arm spreads out, deep suction inlet is angry, those who die is asphyxial approached her little and flimsy heart.
She to without drop in the black hole that stops.
The white that loves most also is not worn to grow skirt again before she is dead finally, be lapped by black all over however, skirt of a black body length.
Her appearance lost the smile of lily, also did not have pure cheek again, because death was close to her, let her breathe another the individual's bosom, he is dead god.
Black world woke up her the 2nd life, she was done not have once person of faint scent Yi, also did not have lovely and active appearance, her smile forever refuse to budge lived, she is apathetic, flap also is in empty the body for nothing the move is ghostliness, she thinks, her forced smile, "Once lily was done not have, and the lily that became black, wave forever medicinal powder in the darkness in the world.
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