醉生梦死夜相思花落人亡两不知

编者按：南柯一梦，心灵之伤，地府之行，女子惆怅。
醒来，一切依旧，只是雷声轰鸣，花已凋谢。

风微凉，寒声悲戚，我抬起沉重的头，睁开朦胧的双眼，眼前便是青烟直冒，待散：“地府”两字金碧辉煌般映入眼帘，我喃喃念道：“这是地府？哦，我死了么？”环顾四周，漆黑一遍，刹时，一盏青灯出现，挂于标有地府二字的门上方。
心想：既然死了，那进去吧。
前脚刚迈，上方便传来声音：凡人留步。
驻足，见一黑影由模糊到清晰：心中寒颤，他一张牛脸，人身，高一米五，手持钢叉，威武有势，立于我面前。
我，苦笑：“牛大哥为何说我是凡人？”

“此不许多说那么多，走吧，这不收留”说罢便把钢叉一横，挡在我面前。
再苦笑：“不论天上人间，阴阳地府，总少不了势力，不是么？我，非进不可，无论是生，是死。
”接着，感觉有股力量打丹田崩出，我看着牛大哥的身体倒下。

地府，只有黑夜。
每走几步便有一盏青灯，灯光微弱的喘息着，我也跟着喘息着，然后时不时的会有一两声尖锐的叫声传来，我缩了缩衣服，心，寒一阵凉一阵的。
可是，总有一个执念告诉我，非进不可。

“来吧，行人啊，喝一碗汤吧。
”闻声，我走近，一位苍老的婆婆端了一碗汤放在我面前“喝吧，孩子”我看到她颤抖的手把满满的汤振出了碗边，然后，我微笑：“此是孟婆汤，还阳水，喝下真能忘却？”“忘却，只是要让你重新的开始，减少前世的痛苦，但是，孩子，你是凡人，误伤牛神，误闯地府，犯下滔天大罪，喝下这汤，忘却，归梦。
”孟婆把汤推在我手上。

微笑，推开汤“不喝，谢谢”起身，无意间瞥见一片血色花海，彼岸花，心中多了份落寞的感伤，再见。

身后，传来一阵阵叹息：“唉，又多了一个执迷不悟的多情儿，逆天，难逃啊……”

我观望奈何桥上，一个个行匆匆的人，道：“下辈子，你们可以做自己这辈子所想要的，那下辈子又来后，又想做什么？人，总是不会知足的。
”轻轻地叹息着，我朝奈何桥反向走去。
低头盲目慢行中，感觉自己突然被红光包围，停住自己的脚，抬头便发现自己站在“阎王府”门前。
包围我的光，便是门上飘着的红色鬼火，既然到这了，再害怕也是多余，只能硬着头皮走进去。
由于里面太昏暗，我看不清里面的布局，但却可以看到一个庞大的体积背对着我，因为他身的边缘有某些光圈环绕着。
想必，他是阎王爷罢。

“大胆凡人，你可知罪。
”他声音响彻整个空间，足以吓倒一些鬼子，而我，微笑。
嗯，只是微笑，并非不怕，我不知自己该说什么才可以不再得罪他，只能沉默。

可是，沉默太久会憋慌的，终于，我呼了口气道：“误闯贵府诸事，小女子有错，愿接受惩罚，但，我只想看一眼生死簿，见一个人。
恳请阎王允许小女子的请求。
”躬身，抱拳。

片刻沉默，阎王终于答应，我倒吸了口气，想：阎王并非想像中的那么不讲道理。
于是谢过。

待两个马神扛来一本生死薄，我想翻动时，阎王的一声“慢”让我的手僵在半空。
回头，对阎王冷笑“敢问阎王想反悔了不是？”

“不，作为地下君者，言既一出，驷马难追，谈何悔？只想提醒你，记住答应过的事，你要找的人的名字在xxx页xx行。
”阎王依旧背对着我。

点头，翻看。
眉头一作，我从鼻里发出一声轻“哼”心里扭作一团。
恨吧，应该是恨和无奈倾泻着我。
紧紧攥紧拳头，冷到：不会是此书被人修改或调包？为何死的时间和此书的时间不同？”心隐隐作痛。

“不，那是劫难，他逃不过劫难，还有，缘尽。
你见不到他，他已经轮回了。
”

沉默，感觉有冰凉的液体碰到手，我抬起头，闭上被泪水模糊了的双眼，哽噎的说：“请允许我以死后灰飞烟灭作为惩罚！”

阎王什么也没说，嗯，他是答应了。

闪电照亮了整个房间，接着是雷声霹雳，我惊醒了。
四周依旧漆黑，外面的雨声清清脆脆，闭眼，蒙想：刚那个，是梦，好清晰，好长的梦。
然后，我翻了个身，妹睡得很香。
清晨，院子里，几朵花被昨夜的雷雨摧折了枝，蹲下，捡起。
花亡。

Introduce:Editor's note: Fond dream, interior injury, the travel of ground government office, the woman is disconsolate.
Awake, everything as before, just thunder is plangent, the flower already died of old age.
Wind is small cool, relative of cold sound Bei, I raise heavy head, open hazy double eye, it is black smoke is risked continuously at the moment, wait for medicinal powder: "Ground government office " two words are resplendent and magnificent kind of greet, I mutter read aloud: "Is this ground government office? Oh, did I die? " look around all around, inky, in an instant, a green light appears, hang at mark to have ground seat of government the door upper part of 2 words.
The heart thinks: Since died, that goes in.
Chela just was stridden, upper part transmits sound: Laic don't bother to see me out.
Stop, see one black shadow arrives by faintness clear: In the heart cold quiver, face of a piece of his ox, person, a meter tall 5, hold steel fork, martial have situation, stand at me before.
I, forced smile: "Why does bovine eldest brother say I am laic? " " this must not say more so much, go, this not take sb in " say steel fork one horizontal stroke, block before me.
Again forced smile: "No matter ethereal world, government office of ground of yin and yang, always little not force, be? I, blame enter cannot, no matter be unripe, it is dead.
" then, the feeling has a force to hit the pubic region to die, the body that I look at bovine eldest brother is flat.
Ground government office, have a night only.
Every walk along a few paces to have a green light, lamplight is breathing faintly, I also am breathing accordingly, next from time to time the cry that can have acuteness 9 times is transmitted, I shrink the dress, heart, cold cool.
But, always have hold read aloud tell me, blame enter cannot.
"Come, pedestrian, drink a bowl of boiling water.
" Wen Sheng, I approach, an aged mother-in-law carried a bowl of Shang Fang to be before me " drink, the child " the Shang Zhen with the full handgrip that I see she is asp gave bowl edge, next, I smile: "This is soup of mother-in-law of the first month, return in relief water, drink fall to you can be forgotten really? " " forget, just want those who make you new to begin, reduce the anguish of preexistence, but, the child, you are laic, accidentally injure ox is magical, enter ground government office by accident, make next dashing to the skies great pain, drink next this boiling water, forget, gui Meng.
" mother-in-law of the first month turns boiling water on my hand.
Smile, turn boiling water " do not drink, thank " rise, catch a glimpse of a redness of skin spends the sea accidentally, the other shore is beautiful, the heart is much mediumer the sentiment of portion desolate, goodbye.
Behind, transmit a groan: "Alas, much of an obstinately stick to a wrong course amorous, counter a day, escape hard ah …… " I am wait-and-see on the nether bridge, the person with each hasty travel, path: "Leave all one's life, you can do yourselves place of this all one's life wants, after then next all one's life come again, what to want to do again? Person, always won't of content with one's lot.
" heaving a sigh gently, I go reversely toward the nether bridge.
In lowering his head to go slow blindly, him sense is sudden by red8166