雾中婆婆作者:宫姬遥
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在母亲年轻的时候,大概是六十年代,那会儿的社会很穷,家家户户不能温饱,更别说是拥有一辆自行车了。
由于外公曾经当过兵人,混的较好,所以祖国开放以后就被分配到国有企业的一家大厂里做厂长。
工资拿的高,自然条件也好,可以谈的上是“衣锦食足”。
母亲出来工作的时候年仅十四,外公就送了她一辆自行车,每天天未亮就踩着车子过桥,到厂里大约十来分钟的路程。
某一天,母亲也像往常一样推着自行车出门,但那天的黎明起了大雾,漆黑的桥上被缭绕的朦胧不清。
她看见有个老婆婆提着买菜的篮子从雾里走出来对她点头哈腰道:“这位好心的姑娘,我实在是走不动了,你能不能带我一程,只要出了桥头不远处停下就好。
”母亲看着老人,她脸颊消瘦如柴,肌肤蜡黄,蓬松的头发干燥而打结,穿的衣服也是破旧不堪,她看得不忍,便点头答应了。
老婆婆坐在车后头。
母亲载着她没多久,觉得车子越来越轻,便问了句:“您坐稳了么?”
老婆婆沙哑的声音响起,有些沉闷。
不知可是错觉,那话音明明就在背后,此时此刻却感觉有些遥远。
“坐稳了。
”
母亲闻言虽然觉得奇怪,但也没在意,但逐渐的,眼见就快出了桥,雾也散去了一些,她觉得车子更加轻盈了,好像……好像根本没有在载人一般。
于是她又了句:“您坐稳了么?”半响,没有回答。
母亲额头冒出了细密的汗,她昂首看着漆黑的天空,颤颤巍巍地问了句:“您……您还在吗?”片刻,依旧没有回应。
于是母亲在桥头停下车子,缓缓回过头去看……
“结果到底怎样,你看见什么了?”我听完母亲年轻时候的“雾中婆婆”经历,不禁感到好奇。
她静默的脸在昏黄的橘色光线下被照射的忽明忽暗,气氛沉入死寂,她忽然转过面来对我干笑了声道:“什么都没看见,估计,是哪个赶着去投胎的魂吧,那个黎明时分,阴阳可能重叠,桥变成了奈婆桥。
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“啧啧,太玄乎了。
”我不以为然的摆摆手,没怎么在意就睡下了。
那天晚上我做了一个梦,梦见一个老婆婆从雾里走出来对我点头哈腰,她说:“我赶上投胎了,你替我谢谢你妈妈。
”
次日醒来,我吓了一跳,忙把梦境说给母亲听,可是母亲却是一头雾水的说:“我昨晚没和你说这事情啊,你是怎么知道的?我昨晚早早就睡了,根本没进过你房间呢。
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Introduce:When the mother is young, it is 60 time probably, the society of at that time is very poor, every family cannot dress warmly and ear one's fill, more nevering mention it is to have a bike.
Because grandfather once had become arms person, those who mix is better, after so the motherland is opened, be allocated become a factory director in a of state-owned company big plant.
What salary takes is tall, it may not be a bad idea of the condition in natural home, can talk going up is " Yi Jin is fed sufficient " .
When the mother comes out to work year only 14, grandfather sent her a bicycle, every did not shine to stepping on a car to cross the bridge every day, in the factory about 10 come minute distance.
Some day, the mother also is pushing a bicycle to go out as usual, but the dawn that day had big fog, the mist that is winded around on inky bridge.
She sees a granny is carrying the basket that buys food to go to to her bow and scrape from mist: "This well-meaning girl, I am to went to be not moved really, you can take me one Cheng, it is good to should give either end of a bridge to stop nearby only.
" the mother looks at an old person, her cheek is angular be like bavin, skin is sallow, fleeciness hair is dry and knot, the dress that wear also is extremely shabby, she looks so that cannot bear, nod agreed.
Granny sits in car jian hou mian.
The mother is carrying her before long, feel the car is smaller and smaller, asked sentence: "Do you sit firm? " the acoustical sound with hoarse granny rises, some are depressing.
Knowing can be illusive, that one's voice in speech obviously with respect to rearward, feel some are distant however at the moment.
"Sit firm.
" maternal Wen Yan although wondering, but also did not care about, but gradually, the eye sees gave the bridge quickly, mist also dropped off a few, she feels the car is more lightsome, be like …… to seem to not was in at all hold a person general.
Then her sentence: "Do you sit firm? " half the day, did not reply.
Maternal forehead appeared close sweat, she holds her head high look at inky sky, tottering ground asked sentence: "Are you still in your …… ? " a short while, do not have a response as before.
Then the mother parks next cars in either end of a bridge, slowly had turned round to see …… " result after all how, what do you see? " I listen to a mother of young moment " the mother-in-law in mist " experience, can't help feeling curious.
The face of her become silent falls in faint orange ray by illuminate ignore bright ignore dark, atmosphere sinks to deathly stillness, she has turned suddenly the face will be opposite my hollow laugh track: "Whats did not see, estimation, be which driving go the fetch of reincarnation, that down time, yin and yang may overlap, the bridge turned Nai mother-in-law into the bridge.
" " click of the tongue, too black.
" I object place place a hand, how to care about sleep.
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