守护

去年邻居何爷爷去世了，我没能赶回去奔丧，过年一回家，妈妈便嘱咐我尽早去看看何奶奶。
虽然只是邻居，可我小时候几乎是被他们老两口带大的，感情很深。

刚到门口，正巧遇见他们家女儿下班回来，何奶奶不在家，一个人去墓地了，姑姑好像很反感何奶奶去墓地，我很费解，按理说老人恋旧，会常常去扫墓很正常啊。
本不好意思问，姑姑却看出了我的心思，向我道出原委。

自从老伴去世以后何奶奶便失魂落魄，她时刻将老伴的照片揣在身上，还每晚写信向他报备一天的生活琐事，家人担心她一个人去扫墓不安全，她却说每次都有人在那等候陪着她。
听到这，我也觉得她是伤心过度，怕是得了癔症，便决定驱车去公墓接她。

公墓离县城很远，这时天又下起了毛毛雨，我一时之间摸不清方向，把车停在了路口，准备找人打听一下。

一侧身，却看见何奶奶远远的走过来了，身后还跟着一个人帮她撑伞。
我赶紧下车招呼，她一见我很是开心，扶她进车坐稳，我回头向送她的人道谢，那人长的很眼熟，只是打扮有些奇怪，现在很少有年轻人还愿意穿中山装了。

路上，何奶奶告诉我，自己选择了年轻时的照片作为老伴的遗像，想要让他在离开时回到当初认识时的样子，说着便从怀里掏出了一张黑白小照片亮给我看——一个年轻人穿着灰色的中山装笑容淡定。

Introduce:Last year neighbour grandpa He died, I fail to hurried back go hastening home for the funeral of a parent or grandparent, spend the New Year to come home, mom enjoins me to look as early as possible why grandma.
Although be neighbour only, but I am almost in one's childhood by what they often bring up twice, love is very deep.
Just arrived doorway, happen to encounters their home daughter next coming back, why the grandma is not in the home, a person goes graveyard, aunt seems to feel disgusted very much why the grandma goes graveyard, I am very incomprehensible, say the old person is loved normally old, often can go pay respects to sb at his tomb is very normal ah.
This feeling embarrassed ask, aunt saw my idea however, speak all the details to me.
Since the old partner dies why grandma lose one's mind, she always puts the old partner's picture on the body, return the life bagatelle that writes a letter to sign up for equipment one day to him every night, family worries about her a person goes pay respects to sb at his tomb is insecure, she says however every time somebody expects for company in that she.
Hear this, I also feel she is sad and excessive, be afraid of was to get hysteria disease, decide drive car goes cemetery receives her.
Cemetery is very far from the county, at this moment the sky fell drizzle again, I temporarily between feel not clear way, park the car in crossing, preparation looks for a person to ask.
A side body, see however why grandma far walk over, still follow a person to help her maintain an umbrella after one's death.
I get off rapidly accost, she sees I am happy very, help her up to sit into the car firm, I turn round to thank to the person that sends her, that person's senior look familiar, it is a little strange to just dress up, very rare now youth still is willing to wear Chinese tunic suit.
On the road, why the grandma tells me, oneself chose young the portrait of the deceased that the photograph when regards an old partner as, want to let him return the model when be being known at the outset when leave, saying to draw out a piece of black and white little picture to shine to see —— to me from the bosom the smile of Chinese tunic suit of gray of dress of a youth is calm.
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