无缘的灵魂

徐姐的床头老是放着一个布娃娃，据说是为了怀念她死去的孩子。

五年前，徐姐的丈夫在徐姐怀孕九个月时因喝醉了酒推了她一把，导致徐姐流产，甚至终身不能怀孕。
腹中的孩子取出时，已经断气，看着已具人形却无生命的孩子，徐姐悲愤交加，却又无可奈何，只怪自己嫁错了丈夫，跟错了人！在徐姐流产后不久，她丈夫就出车祸死了，从此后，徐姐就一个人孤独的生活。

一天晚上，徐姐加班回来，当她走到自家门前的小巷时，忽然听见不远处传来小孩子哭泣的声音。
原本，徐姐以为这哭声是附近的小孩因调皮被父母责罚而发出的，可是，哭声越来越响，并没有停止的迹象。
徐姐以前就喜欢小孩子，流产之后，看见小婴儿更是倍感亲切，恨不得抱一下、亲一下，所以附近有什么小孩，哭声如何，她了若指掌。
在疑惑及好奇两种驱动的唆使下，她终于忍不住寻着声音走去，想一窥究竟。

徐姐沿着声音来到附近的一个广场，空旷的广场上除了几根水泥柱横躺在角落外，并没有什么别的东西，更别说人了，而小孩的哭声在徐姐到达广场时也消失了。

奇怪，我明明听见小孩子的哭声，怎么到这就没了！？徐姐心想，难道是我耳背，把猫叫当成小孩的哭声了？！正打算转身离去时，悠悠的传来小孩的声音：“我好想有个妈妈喔，别人都笑我无父无母，还没有名字。
”徐姐心一惊，忙转过身来，只见水泥柱旁的草丛里走出一个年约五、六岁的小孩子，说话的口吻却像个大人。

“这么晚了，你怎么一个人在这，你父母一定很担心你，快回去吧。
”徐姐关心的说。

“我没有家，五年前我就是一个人了。
”

“那你父母呢？”

“我不知道他们是谁，也不知道他们在哪。
”

“可怜的孩子，这么晚了，你就到我家去住一夜，明天我再帮你在好父母吧！”

两人朝着徐姐的住处走去，而地上却只有一个影子，在路灯的照耀下，被拖的长长的……

回到家后，徐姐让这个孩子住在以前替自己的孩子准备的房间里，然后就到厨房张罗消夜给孩子吃。

小孩子进入房间，看见满屋的玩具，一时玩心大起，将所有的玩具用着超乎想象的力量浮在半空中，忽上忽下，忽左忽右，伴随着小孩天真无邪的笑声，玩具们似乎也感染了灵性，陪伴着他玩的不亦乐乎。
突然间，徐姐推开门把热乎乎的面端了进来。

不知什么时候，一切都已回归了原位。

“来，趁热把面吃了，吃完好好睡觉，知道吗？”徐姐心切的说。

“如果我有你这样一个妈妈那该多好！”

“傻瓜，哪有别人会比自己妈妈好的，说不定你妈妈现在正在什么地方找你呢！快吃吧，凉了就不好吃了。
”

第二天早上，徐姐来到小孩子的房间，想叫他起床，却发现小孩子不见了，只留下一张小纸条：妈，我终于找到你了，我就是你五年前流产的孩子，但我不知道我叫什么，只知道有个非常好的妈妈和爱喝酒的爸爸，带走爸爸之后，本想把妈妈也带走，可是，我发现妈妈是如此慈祥，如此亲切，若你在世一定可以照顾更多的小孩，因此，我只好一个人走了，希望妈妈为了我，也为了自己好好活下去。
今生无缘，希望来生再做您的孩子，克尽子女的责任！妈妈，我走了。

清晨的阳光照在徐姐的脸上，她拿者小纸条，不禁热泪盈眶，那就是她的孩子啊！

在那之后，许界到附近的佛堂买了一个灵位，照顾这位与自己无缘的“灵魂”。

Introduce:The head of a bed of Xu elder sister often is putting child of a cloth, it is to yearn for her gone child allegedly.
5 years ago, the husband of Xu elder sister is pregnant in Xu elder sister when nine month because of malty wine pushed her one, cause miscarriage of Xu elder sister, lifelong even cannot be pregnant.
When the child in the abdomen is taken out, already cut off the gas, look at already the child with insensate however incarnation, indignation of Xu elder sister accompanies each other, however have no alternative, blame oneself to marry only wrong the husband, with the fault person! After Xu elder sister aborts before long, her husband died with respect to disaster of dispatch a vehicle, from after this, xu sister lives alonely with respect to a person.
A day night, xu elder sister works overtime come back, when the lane that goes to the front of oneself door when her, hear the voice that transmits dot to cry nearby suddenly.
Originally, xu elder sister thinks this cry is because the child around is piquant give out by parental punish, but, cry is noisier and noisier, do not have inactive evidence.
Xu elder sister likes children before, after abortion, seeing little baby is times feeling more kind, wish to be held in the arms, kiss, so around have what child, cry how, she if point to a palm.
Curiosity is reached in doubt of two kinds of drive abet below, she cannot help searching sound to go eventually, want to be peeped after all.
Xu elder sister comes to a square around along sound, on the square of hollowness besides column of a few cement lying outside the corner, do not have what anything else, more never mention it person, and the child's cry also disappeared when Xu elder sister arrives at square.
Strange, I hear the cry of dot obviously, how don't have to this! ? Heart of Xu elder sister thinks, it is my hard of hearing, regard meow as the child's cry? ! Planning when face about leaves, the transmits a child sound of leisurely: "I want to have a mother very much, people laughs me not to have a mother without father, still do not have a name.
" heart of Xu elder sister one Jing, busy face about comes, see one is walked out of in the brushwood by cement column only year about 5, dot of 6 years old, talking snout resembles an adult however.
"So late, you how is a person this, your parents worries you very much certainly, fast go back.
" Xu elder sister cares say.
"I do not have the home, I am a person 5 years ago.
" " that Where is your parents? " " I do not know who they are, also do not know they are in.
" " poor child, so late, you go to my home overnight, it is good that I will help you be in again tomorrow parents! " two people forward the abode of Xu elder sister goes, and there is a sign only however on the ground, in street lamp beamed below, after the …… with the long length that is pulled returns the home, xu elder sister lets this child live in the room that prepares for his child before, get together midnight snack eating to the child to the kitchen next.
Dot enters a room, see the toy of houseful, temporarily9903