幽暗树林
1917
十六岁那年,我到过一个怪异的地方,说不清是怎么回事,我走在那座荒的山坡,四静谧,了无迹,这是我外婆家的必经之路,里面有很多坟圈子,我走过很多次,并不害怕.
可这次奇怪的事发生了,我当时像是糊涂了,突然想去挖菜,这个念像噩梦一样,罩住了我的脑子,然后我像是被什么东西蛊惑住了,着了魔似的,昏昏沉沉,痴痴向径走去。
不知过了多久,也不知怎么搞的,突然我被什么蜇了一下,是蜜蜂还是什么虫子嗡嗡飞走了,一种痛感袭来,我才莽然醒悟,恢复了知觉发现自己里含着草,双手抓满草,在一片幽林中,好暗的光线呀,森森的,一点也没有,这里树木的长势像一个个奇怪的形,狰狞的面孔,古怪的生长缠绕着,魅影憧憧,有冷的风吹过,它们发出一种悲鸣般的呼啸声,仿佛在召唤我,我吓坏了,恐惧已经逼到里像要跳出,我听到自己的心脏在奇怪的咚咚跳动,我吓得魂飞魄散,连路都走不好了,疯一样的跌跌撞撞逃离而去,总感觉后有一双双恶毒的眼睛在窥探。
后来脱离险境回到家中,我冒着冷汗,躲在被子中,越想越奇怪,越想越害怕,自己明明从来都不认识菜,怎么会想去摘,这究竟是怎么回事,还是我冲撞了什么邪,正我平生没有到过这么可怕的地方.
以后有很多次,我大着胆子,找了很多一起去发现,他们听我的诉说将信将疑,可总也找不到那个地方,像是消失了的“世外桃源”,又有很多劝我,你赶紧烧香拜佛吧,不然以后没有好子过了,我不信这个邪,我又没有做过什么,有什么可怕的,再说该来的总会来,求也没有用。
可父害怕,于是四求神,希望能保住我.
直到有个老和尚看了看我,叹了,他给了我一个桃符说“这孩子太重,只能有十年的善缘,贫僧也莫能助”.
然后摆手离去。
然后我回看到父亲悲伤恐慌的眼睛.
说不相信也奇怪,后来的事就更怪了,我总觉的自己仿佛有了特异功能,睡梦中我总能飘浮,有时是向起飞,一直在飞,我想着不行不能去,挣扎醒来,睁着眼睛看着,我还在,又有时向地飘,感觉到地凉,可是我一睁眼自己就在。
我学时,老师讲课,我总觉的背后有站着,我向后吐唾沫,可是却又什么都没有,放学了,有的时候明明是晴空万里,别都好好的,而我却淋了。
太奇怪了,这种古怪现象时常有,有一次傍晚,我明明看到一个站着,走到跟前一看是一个老婆婆站着闭着眼在睡觉,可旁边的都说那是一棵树,我很惊异,恐惧一直伴着我多年,直到我长大,我依然能听到空中的低语声,我随便看到一幅画,就能捕捉到他的眼睛在动,表也在动,有时是做着鬼脸,有时在甜蜜的对我笑,有时是一种恶毒的觊觎,尽管害怕,但我还不明白这代表什么!
这十年里真的厄运重重,我的事业经历了屡屡失败,也越来越穷困,父也先后患病,可最糟的不是这些,事实,天生丽质的我却总是经历恋失败,总有来介绍可总也不,各种各样的理由,稀里古怪的原因,像是有什么总在与我的命数作对,后来我终于认识了我心中的白马王子,我们真心相,可是,没多久他就遭遇横祸,变了植物,一切都没有指望了,我心如死灰,多年的梦里总有一种冷笑的呓语,“你是我的,你逃不掉”,每次我昏睡着想睁开眼睛,却总是徒劳,只见还是那座幽暗树林的模样,隐隐约约有一团红的东西在飘摇,我绝望了,也许这恶毒的诅咒是我今生永远摆脱不了的,我悲惨的呼啸着,一撞死在冰冷的柱子,我没有感到疼痛,我的魂终于飘走了,又飞回到那片幽暗树林,飞进了红的花轿!耳旁有怪异的声音"我的姬妃终于回来了"!黑暗中一张怪异的鬼脸狞笑着!
Introduce:, I had reached a strange place, say not clear it is how to return a responsibility, I go in the hillside of that barren, 4 quiet, without mark, this is the husband's family outside me surely the road of classics, there are a lot of graveyard circles inside, I had gone a lot of times, do not fear.
But this strange thing happened, it is muddleheaded that I resemble at that time, want suddenly to dig dish, this reads aloud like nightmare, covered my head, next my resembling is was stayed in by what thing bewitch, wore like demon, befuddled, crazy crazy go to diameter.
Had not known how long, also do not know how to be done, suddenly I was stung by what, it is bee or what insect with a buzz flew away, a kind of keenly feel comes over, my Cai Mang wakes up to reality like that, restored conscious him discovery in containing grass, both hands grabs full straw, in a deep and remote Lin Zhong, very dark light, of dense, also did not have, arboreous the way corp is growing resembles each odd form here, the face of ferocious, eccentric growth is being twined, flickering of evil spirit shadow, cold wind has been blown, they give out a kind to utter sad calls the howl sound like, as if in call me, I was psyched out, fear has forced in resemble wanting to jump out, I hear my heart to beat in strange Dong Dong, I am frightened be frightened out of one's wits, go even the route bad, mad same dodder along escapes and go, there is an eye to be in after always feeling pry.
In breaking away from dangerous situation to return the home later, I am risking cold sweat, hide in the quilt, think Yue Ji is strange more, want to fear more more, oneself do not know food obviously, how can want to pick, this is how to return a responsibility after all, still be I hit what evil, my all one's life had not reached so terrible place.
Have a lot of times later, I am big courage, searched one case a lot of to discover, they listen to me recount half believing and half doubting, also always can not find that place, resembling is disappeared " a haven of peace " , again a lot of persuade me, you hurry burn joss sticks does obeisance to Buddha, had done not have later otherwise child passed, I do not believe this evil, what had not I done again, have what dreariness, the total meeting that should come besides comes, beg also did not use.
But father fears, then 4 try a look, the hope can protect me.
Until an old monk sees me, sighed, he gave my peach wood charms against evil to say " this child is too heavy, can have reason of be apt to only, deficient monk not also can be aided " .
Place a hand to leave next.
Next I answer the eye that sees father sadness panic.
It is strange also to say not to believe, the thing later is stranger, I always become aware oneself as if had distinctive function, I always can hang in sleep, it is sometimes to take off, flying all the time, I am wanting to be no good cannot go, struggle awake, opening an eye to look at, I still am in, wave to the ground sometimes again, feel the ground is cool, can be me one goggle oneself are in9034